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Did i remembered wrongly that some called me childish?
I think they are worst, when they even choosed to react the way
they THINK is "appropriate" to those CHILDISH stuffs i had said
when i was fuming.
The way You People react makes me even wanna say more, and its
kinda funny to see You People react this way. HaaHaa...
p0|s0n |vy
just m3
I am born on the day of 29th June 1987, in the year of bunny.
Sexy lingerie & clothings are my favourites. I only have eye
for my dearerst one. I like acting & singing, my voice sucks
but acting skills is good. LOL...kinda BHB please don't mind
me, i am always like that. Currently i am studying Diploma In
Nursing, i like that course, din't know why, just like it! I
am also a crazy & naughty girl, people who knows me think
that i am crazy! But at times i can be a very very bitchy,
but who cares? I am what i am, i dont like to put up an act. I
like to say what i like in my blog, so cant really be bothered.
So juz be happy to blog whatever you want on ur own blog, like
who cares, dude? HAHAHA....my favourite colour is GREEN! I am
a green freak, whatever that is GREEN i will go crazy over it!
Well, i guess that is all about me. Add me on MSN Messenger @
spicegirl_2002@hotmail.com, can talk to me online thou!
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Yoyo...juz came back from dear's sergent graduation ceremony. This is his 2nd graduation ceremony i had attened. The previous one was the SHS de la...lol....only his mom & me nia. But this time got his dad, grandma, sister & me le! Hahaha...more fun! Hehe....well, it is true that most army guys are very very despo. Hahaha...why do i agree with that? Cuz when the moment i stepped into his acadamy, it is mostly guys, and they juz kept staring at u when u are walking. Yeah.....that is it, kept staring....non-stop de! Hahaha...and the funniest thing was that, every 5 meters there will be archers directing u where to go...LOL...damn funny lo! Hahaha...stupid lo. Well, very proud of my dear....thou at times he likes to boast alot alot...but well, part of his boasting is still true. Hahaha....love him, love him!!! *MuAcK* Hehehe....Well, 6 months of suffering for him is finally over liao...haha...gtg liao la, tml still got to work! Byebye!!
Monday, December 26, 2005
Hello, last night i stayed over at dear's. Then he told me tml got alot of food, cuz they will be Bai Bai to the ancesstors. So i asked him, will there be alot of ppl coming, but he say he dont think so. But this morning when i woke up, i heard like alot of ppl outside lo!!! Like WTF?! I asked him then he told me dont have then now so many ppl flooded in?!?!?!?!?!?! OMG~~~ I still look so untidy n sleepy, like so paiseh to go out lo. Like it is not very nice right? Some more its my first time see them lo. First impression is very important de lo. WTF?! But no matter how i trying to tell him he dont understand la! Sickening! I mean, they have been having this kinda thing so often, he should know if there will be ppl coming anot mah, then he tell me dont have. Qu Si La...LOL...AHhhhhh...Then so many lil' cousins!! 2 of them got play maple one. Hahaha...so we were talking about maple, maple, maple....HAhahaHAh.....Then also got one girl, name ying ying...OMG~~~ cannot stand her ah! Damn irritating. I think none of us there can stand her at all lo. Hmmm...last time she wasnt that bad, but now she getting worst. LOL.....Then later in the afternoon, Fenni & me both get so bored, we stayed in her dad's room, chased all the kids out then the both of us have girl talk inside! HAHAHA....funny........very funni talk.....that includes my dear also. Now i know why she dont like to lend him her laptop to play! HAHAHAHA.....he deserve it!!!!!! LALALALALAL....anyways gtg liao la! Byebye!!!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Last night dear stayed over at his cousin's then i was at home. 1:00 p.m. he came to my house, ate some food then around 2:30 p.m. we left to WWW to give presents. We were supposed to play there, but he refused to play, so i only go there give presents. Very sao xing indeed! Then we waited for Michelle to have her 2nd break...at like 4:30 p.m. lydat. After break we went back to my house rot. Hahaha.....waiting for maggot to grow. Around like 9:00 p.m. i meet them at satay club...dint help my mummy, cuz got the other girl to help her and also not alot of ppl la. They all had dinner, i dint, cuz i got no appetite. Why? Cuz my dear like went crazy lydat, pick a fight out of no where. And i am xtremely fed up with him. Dont even feel like seeing him. Nor talking to him at all. After they all ate, i wait for mummy to eat. Haha...then later i followed him home la. Although i dont even feel like. Cuz i was still angry after like 3 hours. Anyways, gtg liao la....byebye!
Today i slept half of my day at dear's, dont know why so sleepy...Hahaha...very lazy to wake up sia. Previously i ordered a log cake for the children, dear's cousins. We reached their house like 6:00 p.m. Have dinner then aound 10:00 p.m. we cut cake. Very boring day actually. Hahaha.....Then i was waiting for mummy's call da whole day to ask me down to dte to help her. No call from her. But i already decided to go there wait for her liao la. When i reached there she say i "You Yi Xing Mei Ren Xing" like...what de? I was waiting for yea call, then she dint call. And gimme this kinda remark??? Sick leh! Anyways, i tot she will stay at home, who knows she went to play Mah Jong after that. Then around 5:00 a.m. then she came back....it was already Christmas liao...I spent my count down with mummy at her stall...byebye...
Friday, December 23, 2005
Yoyo....i juz came back from my bbq with Jo, Mj & Pamela. It was really fun le!! This morning as usual i woke up late, when i supposed to go market with Mj & Jo @ 10:00 a.m. sharp. But ended up i woke up @....12:00 p.m. noon!! Hahaha...as uaual, they both were pissed off, cuz i am always lydat. Okok...i promise i will start to try changing when Mj told us who is her Part-Time Lover & after she get married. Hahahaha....Hopefully that day come real soon. Hahaha....But before i could go meet them i gotta go dte to get some wrappers & buy some more gifts, while they are all randomly picked up by ME. After that i juz bring along the rest of the presents to go to Mj's to make de food.
After like 15 mins i reached her house. But they had already finished preparing the food, so what i have to do was to sit there and wrap my present. While i was wrapping my presents, i saw Mj's mother was cutting hair for her customer. So i juz ask her mother if she could cut my hair too, the fees was $8. Juz wanted a trimming of my hair anyways, it sucks. Then Jo & Mj told me that there are alot of food, then asked my bf along.Hahaha...Around 3:30 p.m. i left & went home to pack my stuffs & to bring some stuffs that we need for the BBQ!!
Around 5:30 p.m. was at block 444, cuz Mj asked me to buy matches & BBQ wire guaze. Then we meet at 6:00 p.m. & took a cab there, cuz the items are too HEAVY! Hahaha....
Finally we reached there within 10 mins. Then Jo & Mj go get keys, then blangah followed to clear the place, cuz its really dirty man! Then after that, Mj start up the fire. Coolz, she knows how to....Its been a long time since i last started fire. Hahaha.....Then we all started BBQing, although the weather kinda suckish, like it will rain anytime. But Lord give face answer my prayer, then dint rain....*pHeW* Hehehe....
Half way eating, Jo whispered to me that she is full liao...Then i was like....."What de, so fast?" Hahaha....Everytime when Jo is full, she starts to get irritating. Around 8:00 p.m. dear came. Wanna know what issit? Cuz everytime when Jo is full, she will asked the others to "Eat More"!! Then she will jolly well sit down there cook alot but no one wants to eat. Then she juz kept on asking us to eat her sotong balls & sausages!!! We were abt to go crazy, we talked alot of stuffs, the secondary stuffs. Our past times & all. Hahaha....Finally, everyone is FULL. Including my dear also...Hahaha...we finally decided to stop, pack the place & return the key before 10:30 p.m., if not one of them have to come back early in the morning to return the key.
The day ended like that. Mj, dear & me got bitten by ants!! HURTS!! Then dear sent me home to pack my stuffs then go his house....First time got celebration on Christmas for Mj...she is really happy i gues..haha....Merry Christmas everyone!! Gtg...byebye!!!
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Hello, back from work again, as usual for the 2nd week. Today something happened again, it seems like everyday must have something happened then can one. If dont have like will die lydat. Today she told me she had passed me the key together with the other items, but i told her i dint received it. Cuz those that i received i already leave it on the table or even kept it already, but she insist that she did, and that she REMEMBERED CLEARLY that she passed it to me. *SiGh* Sound like i am in the wrong again, but I REMEMBERED CLEARLY that she did not. Yeah, and finally, I found it on top of the clothes! Fine... i really wonder why everyday must have things happened to pull us even more apart de lo. I really dont know what is wrong lo! *SiGh* Then later on after our FT came, then she talked to her that time, she asked me to excuse the both of them. I really dont know what they said that i cant be part of it. Even if it is the present then so what man? Its juz a gift! No big deal, why must both of them be excused from me? Whatever that it, i do not denied that i had quite a bad temper and stuffs, but sometimes ppl juz doing a lil' way too much. Whatever!!!!!!!! Next week, i shall really relax and leave man!! Only Monday and Tuesday for me ba!!! I will be back after the first week of January le!!! *SiGh* It is still different. I love her as my friend, but why everyday must have things happened de? I thought we will be happy to be together. But it doesnt seems that way, and i think i am totally wrong about being happy when we are together. Today also i was supposed to play WWW with YP, but ended up, there is a red date and heavy rain. Gabriel was there for his unit event, supposed to acc me until YP came. But due to the rain he left and dumb me there...anyways, gtg...byebye!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Back from work liao, SO tired!! Stand whole day. *SiGh* Alan is nice to put me with YP even he refused, but he juz say say only. He is the best, hmmm...i am buying present for alot of ppl le...so sad!! No $$$$ i still have to buy!! This month is my poor month too...so far i know HQ & KA will buy for me, so i gotta buy for them. Also A also got his one la, *SiGh* Maybe i should really wake up and face the fact that, A treat me like is sister is ONLY for that period of time when i keep working and seeing them all day. After mths of separation from them, that feeling to him of me like his younger sister is NO LONGER there. I am sad, really....very sad! *SiGh* Cuz since de day i know and understand how the world spin, i really hope to have a older brother. *SiGh* I thought he is not like that...but...i dont know, he is an adult, should not be like dear's "sister", u know? *SiGh* Miss the times when he really dote me like a sister..............i really really hope........*SiGh* It might be impossible......its late, gtg...byebye!
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Actually it was supposed to be yesterday's entry, but i was at my bf's. There isn't any internet connection there, so no choice. *SiGh* Last night i told dear that this time when i went back to WWW to work, the feeling is different and i hope and wish that it would be like last time lydat. He told me that they had moved on and so should i. At that split moment, i juz felt like he dont know me at all. Well, i think in the whole group, onli WB and me felt that way ba. *SiGh* It seems like it is nothing to the rest. Other than that i also wanna said that, A is very different from last time. I dint know how to like elaborate it, but the feeling is juz different from last time. Now i sms him also no reply, nothing replied from him. Very sad....*SoBz* I had always been treating him like my kor, mention him alot of time in front of dear and mummy. Like i am so glad that i have a kor, but now it doesn't seems that way. It feels different already, we are like.............distant already, different from the past. I can't help myself, i felt so emotion and i cried a little. Trying to hide from dear that i din't, and i dont think he knows anyways, i miss having a brother. *SiGh* Well, i gtg liao....byebye!!
Monday, December 12, 2005
Yoyo....i am finally back to work @ WWW quite disorientated at the first few hours, but later on i seems to get back the hang of it liao! Very fast, cuz i used to be an expert like YP too!! Hahaha~ But somehow the atmosphere this time is quite different from last time leh. Dont know what is happening especially when i am on a different frequency for so long man!! Then yesterday still kena SUAN by Ah lun, he still said i abandon them because of bf, cca and studies!! Well, i got no choice mah!! So sad....oh yeah, they all also refused to tell me where is the time in machine. Cuz our acc there renovated liao, then the time in machine is being re-located, so they want me to take my time to find and i will be LATE! Evil huh? Hahaha~ Well, this week is kind of sad sia, cuz my shift all different from the girls!!! Arghhh....all because of STUPID Ah lun!!!! Kinda dislike him this time round!! ( if u manage to read this here, i know i will die. but who cares?) =p!! Hahaha~ Still like him like a brother sia!! Hahaha~ he is still very nice in overall le. I heard from YP they all that now he often have dinner with them. That is nice, maybe he really likes to be with us cuz we are happening and that makes him feel younger sia!! Hahaha~ Ah lun getting old!!! Tomorrow i will be @ photo kiosk sia, BORED!! All alone, nobody like photo kiosk man! Damn bored!! Nothing to do one, only flash picture sia!! Anyways, late liao la, tomorrow me morning!! Byebye...
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Hey~ its been more than 2 weeks since the released. Haha...finally i had booked the tickets the like 3 days before the movie, in order to get a good seat and the theater!! Hehe...a very good seat at Imax theater at GV Grand. HAHA!! The movie was at 2:00 p.m. and we really take our time to reach there. After we reach there the first the we did we go buy tibits for Cold Storage lo, save money ah!! Haahaa...who cares?! We already booked the tickets!!! But when we reached there we saw the tickets for that time is already SOLD OUT!!!!The movie was fantastic man!! The part where HP turned into the "fish man" like that, got gills and fins the lo. It is kinda freaky actually. And the friends who were in the water one looks freaky also. But nice la, the effects very good. I love the movie!! The girl that HP like is pretty, and it was really a waste that they did not emphasize on that, i am actually pretty interested in that. But when Hermonie hugged HP that time looks really sweet. The other one is the drangon, Omg, he actually got the strongest dragon and he manage to defeat it lo! That is his power!! And the funniest part is the one when he was bathing and the ghost came sexual harrestment. HAHAHA!!! After the movie, we went to Cold Storage to walk walk lo. We both actually want to eat some thing, but dint know what to eat, nothing in mind. HAHAHA!!!! So we decided to leave the place and go home.Finally, we had reached my house after a long journey!! The weather is so warm!! Well, gtg already. Bored!!!
Friday, December 02, 2005
Friday, 2nd December 2005:
Today i went out with Jo & Mj for our gathering. This was supposed to be some time ago, but was being dragged by our busy schedule. No choice.
So on this Wednesday night the 3 of us were discussing which would be the best day for us to meet up. Suggestions and all were made from Thursday to Sunday, and we actually focus more on Friday. Cuz on friday, Mj will be free, Jo's last day of attachmet and she's on am and left me....who was the only one that cant make it. And then i was forced to change my schedule. Fine, i changed it in the end with reluctance. Cuz Cindy Ho was so nice, and i was so paiseh to ask from her to change my schedule again. Why again? Cuz the previous week i changed the WHOLE week.
We all met at Pasir Ris MRT station 6pm sharp. 3 of us travelled to Bugis for a steamboat buffet to enjoy and talk, talk, talk and talk.....Never ending conversation. During the dinner we had chatted a lot. Most Mj, she had some problem with her school, family & friends (not us, certain friends). Juz wondering what could be worst when everything is going wrong in a person's life. Really cant imagine thou. Cuz i had never been in that situation. But one thing that Jo said was really nice and right, which was, "No matter how long we did not meet up, but the feelings between each other will still be there and the same." I love the both of them!
We ate SOOOOOO long man!!! From 7:30 p.m. like that until 10:30 p.m. lo...then at the end we got a Mango cake from Prima Deli~!!! Hehehe.... SOOOOOOO nice!!! OMG, it is heavenly!!!! I juz love it!!!!!!
After finished and done with everything, we went down to pay. Its a total of $68.00. Hahaha...kinda ex la, one person average is $23.00 lo. Hehehe...then we cross over to Bugis to use to toilet, cuz our dear Mj FORGOT to go TOILET! Haahaa...anyways, i gotta meet my dear there...But that poor fella was at that place playing game since.....8 p.m.+++ OMG, waiting for me for hours, but i dont care. I juz let him wait, why, sound evil??? No, i dont think so...cuz i already told me to come later, but he refused. So too bad for him la...HAHAHA
Things came to an end after i met up with my boy, cuz it time for us to go home already. Anyways, that all....bye!!
I am just a girl with a dream.
A dream that I can never reach.