Different Means Different

Back from work liao, SO tired!! Stand whole day. *SiGh* Alan is nice to put me with YP even he refused, but he juz say say only. He is the best, hmmm...i am buying present for alot of ppl le...so sad!! No $$$$ i still have to buy!! This month is my poor month too...so far i know HQ & KA will buy for me, so i gotta buy for them. Also A also got his one la, *SiGh* Maybe i should really wake up and face the fact that, A treat me like is sister is ONLY for that period of time when i keep working and seeing them all day. After mths of separation from them, that feeling to him of me like his younger sister is NO LONGER there. I am sad, really....very sad! *SiGh* Cuz since de day i know and understand how the world spin, i really hope to have a older brother. *SiGh* I thought he is not like that...but...i dont know, he is an adult, should not be like dear's "sister", u know? *SiGh* Miss the times when he really dote me like a sister..............i really really hope........*SiGh* It might be impossible......its late, gtg...byebye!