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Did i remembered wrongly that some called me childish?
I think they are worst, when they even choosed to react the way
they THINK is "appropriate" to those CHILDISH stuffs i had said
when i was fuming.
The way You People react makes me even wanna say more, and its
kinda funny to see You People react this way. HaaHaa...
p0|s0n |vy
just m3
I am born on the day of 29th June 1987, in the year of bunny.
Sexy lingerie & clothings are my favourites. I only have eye
for my dearerst one. I like acting & singing, my voice sucks
but acting skills is good. LOL...kinda BHB please don't mind
me, i am always like that. Currently i am studying Diploma In
Nursing, i like that course, din't know why, just like it! I
am also a crazy & naughty girl, people who knows me think
that i am crazy! But at times i can be a very very bitchy,
but who cares? I am what i am, i dont like to put up an act. I
like to say what i like in my blog, so cant really be bothered.
So juz be happy to blog whatever you want on ur own blog, like
who cares, dude? HAHAHA....my favourite colour is GREEN! I am
a green freak, whatever that is GREEN i will go crazy over it!
Well, i guess that is all about me. Add me on MSN Messenger @
spicegirl_2002@hotmail.com, can talk to me online thou!
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Yo!!! today i watched Constantine the 2nd time!!! The first time i watched was like on Thursday only!!! And today i watched again...2 days later!!! Like very "duh" right? Think i am juz too crazy over Keanu Reeves!!! I am craving for him~ sound so gross....but still i like to put it that way!!! That is my kind of guy!!! Go Keanu go!!!!!!!!! Yeahhhhhh.......oh...actually today i went to watch MJ's bro in de glamour contest lo...then got an unexpected thing happened. I actually spotted G on the stage!!! He went to the competition without letting anyone know!!! Hey...not even Leslie??? Wahh....if i was him...i could not keep my mouth shut for a second or two. I will juz splurt it out to MJ & JO. Wahhh...he really best lo...this is only the first round...both MJ's bro & G got in. As the competition goes on...i think only MJ's bro can hang on ba...unless G do something that is more impressive. Dunno how to type la..anyway, think MJ & Me should be the judge!! Cuz the judges sucks like hell, yeah...they are juz too....SUCKS!!! No judges are good except for AMI & ANTM judges!!! Singaporeans arent good at anything de lo!!! There is noway we comparing with USA...cuz we will be de 1st FROM THE BACK!!! LOL...i will laugh my butt off man!!! Oh yeah...during the movie, i actuali wanted to hold MJ's hand but then she dun let me hold!!! So no choice have to hold G's sleeve..hehehe....then he also let me hold lo..hahaha...then later on i realized that he sitting closer & closer to me lo. Like couples lydat..so cute!!! But sad...him & me no chemistry!! *sigh* Anyways, its late now..gtg...Goodnight!
Saturday, February 26, 2005
hey...so fast going to the end of the month le...only in 2 days time...sigh....see how time past us really fast is really scary. never thought that i am going to be 18 in 4 months time. cant imagine that...and my red packet money will be decreasing. DAMN.....and that SUCKS.....sucks big time man...i really dunno what to do...juz suddenly feel empty after watching de chinese lavender...like...i wan that kinda love...but cant find. DAMN it man!! sigh...i miss my childhood life thou i dun have many friends...but i still like it...thou i am FAT...used to be tease by the guys that i am fat & blah....yeah...but i still enjoy with xin yi & ginny....dunno how is ginny now...she is in new zeland liao...cant imagine that lo...so fast....sigh....bye....
Friday, February 25, 2005
Hey....juz suddenly have the urge wanting to be a actress again. Maybe thats my dream from young & can never be change de. & i am now taking diploma in nursing and want to be a nurse also... *sigh* what to do? I am now crazy over Hollywood, hoping & dreaming to be part of it. But that will be "mission impossible". Yeah...that is how that is..in reality! See the way the movies had been filmmed & produce...it is like so nice! Juz imagine u can be part of the producing of the movies, helping out, acting in it & stuff like that....that would be such a amazing one! & i am desperate for that! Desperate! Dint know why...but that is what i want & i wish it would be that way! It might sound crazy, but i think the americans are really creative and there are lots of good singers out there, it is a place with lotsa talents. But one thing that is wasted is that they dun really have any values in them. Very few will have...very. Anyways, guess i should stop here...GTG...goodnight!
Thursday, February 24, 2005
hey hey~~ hahaha...guess what i think i found my target!!! he is also from SHS...Unbelievable right? Hahhaha......he is a cute one...really...having wild imagination of him since i saw him today at the student mentor camp briefing. Ahhhh....but his name is wei xiang...why? i hate that name that person...lol...and when i know his name i was like "i hate that name!".....hahahaha...yeah...very bad...anyway, guess i am going to apologize to him la...give him a candy or something...haha...okok....he is my target...lol...lotsa things today....sigh...juz really my kind of guy wont appear!!! anyway...GTG...goodnight!
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
I am mad, i realli am mad.......by right MJ & me should go watch movie tomorrow...but then i thought she smsed me and told me that she wanted to shop for another pair of shoes then i told her we go shop together. Then she told me she not buying le and dun even wanna go...Like...WTF? Over the weekend i was with her, on sat we went to shop for her shopping clothing, and i was trying to look out clothes for her...but since she dint find any or dint like what i suggested, so i decided not to waste the time. And started to shop with her for my own things too...its was like on de way and together kind of thing. And she said it was me shopping instead of her. Shopping doesnt meant u must buy then means 'shop', the fact is if u cant find any....u were browing n trying to find something is also 'shopping'. Well, then on sun i can jolly well tell her i am tired & blah blah...then i dun go with her de lo. But i dint...cuz i know she haven't got any & need it~!! Sigh...i dunno la...its like i really wonder if i realli deserve all these lo...Like how WB was about to bring me into a trap OR like WX a big liar, lying to me??
Oh...WTF lo....Haiz.....gtg its late....goodnight~
Monday, February 07, 2005
Hey, days again since i last updated. Today is juz not my day, maybe cuz i am juz too tired after 2 days of shopping n shopping!! First i missed an hour of lesson of LAB...as i kept thinking it start at 9a.m. lo...then when i was on the cab i realized that i left my landyard at home!!!!! Like duh....its a big problem. Then when i was going for my lecture that time then realized that i dint bring my stationary!!!! Argh.....like what de hell????? I left everything at home lo!!!!! Oh yeah...last night WX was online....finally after so long, oh well...then he dint even IM me to, u know.....apologize or anything lo? Yeah...that is de FULL STOP of friendship with him...TOTALLY. And I know that WX n WB now on extremely bad terms, oh well....both of them are not that good lo.....in fact the person who spoil the whole WWG is the both of them. And yet they feel no GUILT at all. But as they aways say they are afraid that WWG will break some day BLAH BLAH.....and WB even said he was disappointed in me BLAH BLAH....But now i think they are the ones...i have been dealing things the way i think i should have done it and i am rationale on almost every single thing lo... None of them have the right to judge me, cuz i dun judge them.....juz realized it while typing it....the things that Mich, WB n dunno who else said de....cuz so far the decision i had made i dint really regret on any of it. TO: WWG, u ppl do not have the right to judge me. This is going out to every single one of u, its not meant to be something that is offending or whatsoever. But juz letting u ppl know that. Cuz i dun judge u ppl and i mostly accept for what u ppl are...so i think u ppl should juz stop changing ppl....hope u all get what i am trying to say...cuz i am damn sicked and tired abt everything....maybe it juz kept adding on n on...thats why. Alan!!!! lol....this morning dint reply ur sms...paiseh ah...cuz rushing!!! lol...hehe...anyway...i juz dunno what to say abt WWG, the girls are fine n great...juz de guys are having prob...in fact the both of them onli la...Like they onli say and dun do lo!!!!!! WTF....WB still say i was like that...then what abt himself?? Anyways, i gtg liao..got research to do!!! BYE!!! ;)
I am just a girl with a dream.
A dream that I can never reach.