Raining Day

Hello, back from work again, as usual for the 2nd week. Today something happened again, it seems like everyday must have something happened then can one. If dont have like will die lydat. Today she told me she had passed me the key together with the other items, but i told her i dint received it. Cuz those that i received i already leave it on the table or even kept it already, but she insist that she did, and that she REMEMBERED CLEARLY that she passed it to me. *SiGh* Sound like i am in the wrong again, but I REMEMBERED CLEARLY that she did not. Yeah, and finally, I found it on top of the clothes! Fine... i really wonder why everyday must have things happened to pull us even more apart de lo. I really dont know what is wrong lo! *SiGh* Then later on after our FT came, then she talked to her that time, she asked me to excuse the both of them. I really dont know what they said that i cant be part of it. Even if it is the present then so what man? Its juz a gift! No big deal, why must both of them be excused from me? Whatever that it, i do not denied that i had quite a bad temper and stuffs, but sometimes ppl juz doing a lil' way too much. Whatever!!!!!!!! Next week, i shall really relax and leave man!! Only Monday and Tuesday for me ba!!! I will be back after the first week of January le!!! *SiGh* It is still different. I love her as my friend, but why everyday must have things happened de? I thought we will be happy to be together. But it doesnt seems that way, and i think i am totally wrong about being happy when we are together.
Today also i was supposed to play WWW with YP, but ended up, there is a red date and heavy rain. Gabriel was there for his unit event, supposed to acc me until YP came. But due to the rain he left and dumb me there...anyways, gtg...byebye!