Can The Lost Be Found?

Actually it was supposed to be yesterday's entry, but i was at my bf's. There isn't any internet connection there, so no choice. *SiGh* Last night i told dear that this time when i went back to WWW to work, the feeling is different and i hope and wish that it would be like last time lydat. He told me that they had moved on and so should i. At that split moment, i juz felt like he dont know me at all. Well, i think in the whole group, onli WB and me felt that way ba. *SiGh* It seems like it is nothing to the rest. Other than that i also wanna said that, A is very different from last time. I dint know how to like elaborate it, but the feeling is juz different from last time. Now i sms him also no reply, nothing replied from him. Very sad....*SoBz* I had always been treating him like my kor, mention him alot of time in front of dear and mummy. Like i am so glad that i have a kor, but now it doesn't seems that way. It feels different already, we are like.............distant already, different from the past. I can't help myself, i felt so emotion and i cried a little. Trying to hide from dear that i din't, and i dont think he knows anyways, i miss having a brother. *SiGh* Well, i gtg liao....byebye!!