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Did i remembered wrongly that some called me childish?
I think they are worst, when they even choosed to react the way
they THINK is "appropriate" to those CHILDISH stuffs i had said
when i was fuming.
The way You People react makes me even wanna say more, and its
kinda funny to see You People react this way. HaaHaa...
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just m3
I am born on the day of 29th June 1987, in the year of bunny.
Sexy lingerie & clothings are my favourites. I only have eye
for my dearerst one. I like acting & singing, my voice sucks
but acting skills is good. LOL...kinda BHB please don't mind
me, i am always like that. Currently i am studying Diploma In
Nursing, i like that course, din't know why, just like it! I
am also a crazy & naughty girl, people who knows me think
that i am crazy! But at times i can be a very very bitchy,
but who cares? I am what i am, i dont like to put up an act. I
like to say what i like in my blog, so cant really be bothered.
So juz be happy to blog whatever you want on ur own blog, like
who cares, dude? HAHAHA....my favourite colour is GREEN! I am
a green freak, whatever that is GREEN i will go crazy over it!
Well, i guess that is all about me. Add me on MSN Messenger @
spicegirl_2002@hotmail.com, can talk to me online thou!
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
This morning i woke up like 5:50 a.m. change out n all then i headed to hospital for my 2nd day of attachment. Things all went well until 8:30 a.m. while i was assisting the staff nurse to support the patient for blood withdral for urgent PT/PTT test. After the needle actually went into the patient's vein, he suddenly become restless n seriously swinging his hand around. So at the same time the needle actually pass through patient's skin n pricked my left ring finger. *OuCh* I thought it was nothing, secs later i realized that my finger was bleeding. Was a little panicked, cuz all the Hep B, Aids, MRSA n etc juz flooded into my mind. *GoSh* Anyways, Lum still unaware that i got pricked until i said that its bleeding. It was like how issit possible man? Hahaha...so the next thing i did was i removed gloves n Lum told me to squeeze out the blood to let the contaminated blood flow out. Luckily he told me that if not i will only wash my hand n put finger under running water. So i juz tried to squeeze as much of the contaminated blood out of my finger as possible...quite alot came out la. So kinda relieve, the next thing was that the staff nurse went to inform the sister. *SiGh* Sister came n we told her exactly what happened. She felt sad cuz to her it was actually a preventable incident. Well, partially is my mistake la...Not the staff nurse. She is very nice, after i got pricked she felt extremely bad about it. Sister then told me to inform Ms Susan, then she brought me down to A&E for HIV & Hep B screening. These 2 screening are the most important ones. So i got my blood withdraw for specimen, later on the A&E Sister asked how much was my reaction for Hep B. I told her it was only 20 odd. Sister said i should have another Hep B Booster 1. So i took it. I already had a pricked on my finger(plaster1), withdrawal of blood for specimen(plaster2) n inject Hep B Booster(plaster3). Yeah~ 3 plaster...is still alright, but it is on the same arm!! Lol....HAHAHAHAHAHA....Funny da? Alright, the staff nurse really felt very very bad. But i dint blame her la, juz that it is a lesson that both of us will have to learn. Then Jean n me only go for lunch at 2:00 p.m. lo. Anyways, i got home like 4:30 p.m. very late. Cuz Jean n me were looking for case to work on lo. Hahaha...hard working? Yeah~ we are! Juz now juz chatted with dear, then he said that when the moment he saw his sms he quickly called me liao lo. He was so so so worried about me lo. *GoSh* Hehe....So sweet lo! AHAHAHA....anyways i gtg liao. Bye Bye!
Monday, September 26, 2005
Well, i juz browsed thru Fenni's blog. *sIgH* She is so Xing Fu lo...Firstly, she got such a rich bf that actually buy a DIGITAL CAM for her!!! OMG!!! I am waiting, thou it really seems totally IMPOSSIBLE! *sIgH* Suddenly i juz felt so sad lo. How? Secondly, she have SO MANY friends to celebrate her birthday for her. She is really being treated like a princess by her friends lo. I want that also. SO IMPOSSIBLE still.....Maybe Tong Ren Bu Tong Ming. W.H.Y.????? I wish, I want, but how? I DOUBT i have any. W.H.Y? W.H.Y? *sIgH* Juz now dear n me juz got an argument, but i dont know why. *sIgH* Maybe its my fault or so, but....*sIgH* I juz cant be bothered abt it last night. I juz got so mad over something which i dont know why i felt so angry. Anyways, i gtg do my stuffs liao la. Bye....
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Hey~ guess what?! I am now so relieve le!! Why?? Cuz my bio prac ICA over liao!!! Anyways, that was last friday thingy liao la! But only now i get to go online to type it out lo. As these 2 days i had been staying over at dear's. Well, he juz went back to camp 2 hrs ago le. So sad.......Guys have to go for NS. Oh yeah...Last Saturday dear actually went for the service with me!! I AM SO HAPPY!!! Lord, thanks for answering my prayer! Hmmm..............Really am so touched! Hehe....Miss dear already. He said within this wk they might get their "nights off" thingy le! Then i will be able to see him every evening le! So happy!!! *sIgH* But i got attachment...SWAY AH!!! What can i do? My luck? Stupid attachment!!! *sIgH* Well, Hazel & me actually feels sick of going back to the ward man! Then we were wondering how both of us are going to cope when we pass out sia! Lol.....Gosh!!! Sometimes think of attachment very sickening de lo...Like so much work to do!! Non-stop working de leh! Very sad de lo!! Dear, save me leh!!!! How??? *sIgH*
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Hi...few days no update liao! Due to my bio prac lo! Everytime cuz study then i dint online de! wasted man! Anyways, cant really update much....Juz finised talking to dear on the phone. And he said he cant go for service cuz its in the family line, and i really hope he will convert into a christian one day. Sigh....I hope to marry a christian or have at least wedding in church, i want Lord to be my witness. Sigh....got to go study liao la! Anyways, all take care le!! *mUaCk* to everyone! P/s: Dear!!! I miss you!!!
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Hey....Today really tired sia! I wanted to lose weight so i.....went jogging then swimming. 2 sports in 2 hrs? Lol....but i cant really run le! Hahaha....but cant lose weight juz like that de la. *sIgH* I cant wait for de audition to end lo! Infect i dont feel like going. *sIgH* Dont know why i suddenly dont feel like going @ all...*sIgH* I really miss dear alot. Wonder what he is doing now...hope he is not tired le! Really cant wait to see him on Sunday evening!!! I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! *sIgH* I think my size it ok what, why they want to lose weight? If they want should have like...er........sponsor me!!! I really damn stupid lo...spent the money on useless thingy!!! Feeling damn pinched in my heart!! Arghhh..........HOW??? I wanna take de money back!!!! JEAN YIP CHEAT!!!! Congrats to everyone who had passed their assessment n good luck to those who havent been assess. Hope everyone pass with flying colours!!!!!! Hahaha...anyways, i really dont have any determination to lose weight lo. Cuz it is really T.O.U.G.H. ah!!! Heh....Dear...i have been thinking of u all the time,remember to pray to God ok? He will bless u safely. Love u.....*mUaCk* Miss u terribly!!
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Very Big Lobster?? HaHa....Fine....i did signed up for slimming program. I onli paid a deposit on May, a $100 deposit. Due to last wk, i went to join the Star Idol n they said i need to lose some weight n stuffs. So i decided to go JY lo. Since i had alredy paid $100. Then after school i went there, i juz gave them my card then they said too long then come to pay so i gotta pay like another GST charge lo. N that makes a total of $413.90. Damn it man!! Never mind la, so i paid. I dint know what kinda procedure that will be cuz they dint say mah, and i ass.u.me that it is like the T.V. that kind one lo. But when i went it all they did was like took my weight n ask if i wanna buy their detox pills which cost another $300!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! So i told them its alright, n i proceed on lo. So i got changed, the lady start to apply cream on me. N then she warp me in those kinda plastic that u used to warp sandwich one!! After that i was told to laid in this heater bag that will produce heat later. N she told me to lie there for like.....1/2 hr lo!!! Well, i tot it would be like those that is on the show one!!! But its juz like that nia, is like i might as well exercise myself lo!!!! Goodness!!!! I really felt so damn cheated lo!! Wahhh Piang!!!! I really not my luck lo!!! Now i know JY all those so called "slimming" is cheat money de lo~~!!!!! Arghh...dont say liao la....gtg le...byebye!!!P/s: Dear i miss u so much....413$$ juz gone lydat le!!!! Arghhh....i really miss u alot!!!!
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
This is me last Friday waiting @ North Canteen for DEAR, Jeremy (jie mei) took this for me! Nice mah??Hey hey...Finally both HS2057 theory & assessment PASS le!!! & Ms Ho gotta treat us PIZZA liao!! Why?! Cuz more than half of our class got Bs!!! Haha...Coolz right?? But still i miss Mdm Chua le....Hahaha...She even better sia, give us all red packets!! So coolz lo!!! Hehe....Yesterday dear juz went to Brunei, *sIgH* one whole week cant hear his voice man!! Miss him so much lo! Juz hope this week will pass faster le, then i can see him on Sunday then go his house!! Then next week he book out again!! Hehehe....Really miss him so much. "Honeymoon Period"?...Hmmm...I dont think so. Maybe this is LOVE, no matter how long or what i will miss him de!! Hehe....Well, during assessment the lecturer compliment me some more le. Hehe...dear u juz wait to see i better than u ...MUHAHAHAHA... Juz kidding la, dear is the best guy i ever met so far in my life. The only one that really love his girl like a princess other than his sister's bf also la.. HAHAHA.....To me......Dear is the B.E.S.T.~! DEAR I MISS U SOSO MUCH!!! 2 Days dint hear ur voice liao, i feeling so terrible le!!! Arghhh....stupid BRUNEI trip.....anyways, late liao...gtg! BYE!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Monday, September 05, 2005
Wah...s0 sW33t!! I really miss the time before he go NS...But what i wish for is he is now yr3 only... *sIgH* I MISS HIM!! Tears dropped juz now... *sIgH* my dear always do everything for me, even when he is having a really hard time...i am his motivation. *sIgH* Really love him so much! He is sent by God to me and i will always treasure him...why i said that?! Cuz he is everything i wanted~ EVERYTHING!! Hehe...This morning i was so stressed up, i juz wish that he was there for me then i could forget every single thing that is going on and juz be with him! *sIgH* Talking on the phone with him now, full of sweetness~ I really miss him le... Hope his course will soon end~ *sIgH* Been "sighing"...ok fine i'll stop it. Ok....gtg liao, haven't study yet...bYe ByE~!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Hello...more than a mth no update liao, sorrie...lol....too LAZY la!! One week break is now offically over!! In a glips of a life time...... ONE WEEK *gOnE* yeah....Life...that is it......i miss him so so much. Can onli see him like MOST 48 hrs a week or even LESSER!! How wish this will be over soon. I hate missing some one...it suck, SO MUCH!! I MISS HIM!!!!I really home all these will end SOON!!! Yesterday like so many things happened...SIGH.... i know he love, so do i...he is so obsess with me lo!!! Some times i like it...but some time i dont...dunno why....MOOD SWING!! LOL....hahahhaa..... Well, love juz make ppl go crazy la...i think thats all...i am waiting for my songs to be d/led!! LOL...see yea!!
I am just a girl with a dream.
A dream that I can never reach.