Sentosa~Wooh~

Wow~ Sentosa was really fun!! Juz came back from there, and i went with the primers!!! But i have to leave during their lunch time, cuz my mummy is sick and having fever!!! I am so worried about her until i forgot my main target of going there, which was to promote our Pool Competition Event!!!! Oh gosh..and i juz leave Rong Ee & Yi Hui there to do all de things and i dint fulfill what my role should have done!! Yi Hui i am really sorrie about that, pls do forgive me, ok? I promise i will do my job better the next time round,ok? And i will try my best to contact all de ppl and spread about this, ok? Which i believe that is what i should do....(no choice, who ask he is my boss? =p) Then in the morning i was late and my brother in law sent me to Habour Front MRT station and then meet Qing Pei, Rong Ee & Yong Jian then we go together...We were late, and when we reached there they were about to start the game which was like *phew* kind of thing that we got there in time....The game was really fun and creative lo!!! Heh....then after the first game we got 15 mins break, so Qing Pei wanted to go and change so Rong Ee & me followed her to the toilet lo...then when on my way back guess who i saw?! HIM....Yes HIM!!! No mistake or anything, he was with his girl. [ Hey liar, if u wanna go out with ur gf can juz let me know and i wont kill u or anything, right? Is not as if i am forcing u to go lo! And i believe its a pre-plan on going out with her and u told me last min decision that u have to go ur aunt's house?! Wow...and i am so naive to believe u!!! Oh...so u must be thinking "she is so easily to lie to!" Well, i dint expect to see u there, cuz i believe what u said...and maybe its God's will to let me see u as we were walking on a direction towards each other ba~ Well, wwg isnt that good after all...they all think that we all have strong bondings n shit...but they themselves are not putting in any effort to make it happened. And i dun thinking i trust anyone in there too! So as we were walking towards each other that direction, u must be thinking..."oh DAMN!" yeah....DAMN....u actually saw me!! Wow...u are such a good liar!! Bravo~!!! Oh well, maybe u juz suck big time thats all right? Oh well, i should not be pissed off by a person like u, cuz i'm cool and i dun lie like u!! And i hate liars!! Oh...someone still say feel guilty wor...really lo..i dunno how these ppl can lie...really no ideal they have de heart to lie until lydat lo!!! And further more, he knows i will be at the Palawan Beach lo!!! Maybe he was juz trying his luck ba~ Probably he cant even be bothered to entertain me or anything, its juz me that treat each of them so good wor!!! Ha~ God knows....] Oh well, i really enjoyed my time playing with them, and discovered 1 or 2 cute guys in primers which i dint know....OOOPz....Dun tell anyone hor!!! Esp Wilson...read liao dun say anything ok?! And Yi Hui!!! SHHHHH.....No worries on Rong Ee & Qing Pei..hahaha!!! Hey guys...do not even show them my blog ok?!?!?!?!?! Argh.... Hmmm....i really hope to stay longer if i got de choice to...but my mummy sick...sorrie girls!! Will see u girls on next sat, ok?! And i got to know Fiona, Shu Fen & dunno who else....DAMN...cant remember de names!!!**sigh** really very sad lo...i nv thought someone can juz lied to me lydat...like WTF lo **sigh** Anyway, in the end got Eileen to drive me home, so lucky of me and i really thank her!! Cuz her mom also sick so she know how it feels that i have to rush home lo!!! Same ah...but nothing to ^5 about la!! Cuz its something sad....Hope to see her again....Love Primers!!! See u guys next Saturday, yeah?! Somehow i juz feel like an IDIOT now lo...Really never thought that he will lie to me lydat, when i actually treat him as a good friend of mine ** sigh**

Getting Worst

For the past 3 days i had fever....fever that come n go whenever it likes...sickening!!! Argh~~ yesterday i got fever but still have to go attend lessons n go Orchard find event place...BLAH BLAH....lol...i cannot take hardship ah?! lol....cuz i used to pontang when in sec sch...cannot blame...lol...then yesterday once i reached home i bath liao then fall asleep le!!! lol....too tired...sleep from 10pm until the next morning 6:43am... lol...like i get so used to waking up at that time liao...but sleep until very shoik..although aching all over la... Then around 8:10am i woke up and get ready yo go work liao...then after reached there before eating de toast bread i had brought i felt rather unwell...then throughout de briefing i was feeling damn unwell...like my head is empty n all...dint really laugh or anything...then report to station. Later Mabel, Alan & Kelly know i am sick...then Alan get me some medicine...wahhh...then when i feeling slightly batter then he WHACKED both my shoulders...then massage awhile on my shoulder for me....he asked me to get well soon....But i dun think so...cuz if i recover le then i will kena torture by him....i rather be sick than recover!!!! =P If only i have someone to take care of me eh....Where to find? I think should go....SPAIN??? LOL....Esp...sexy latinos?!?!?! Anyways...i gtg le... goodnight~

Before I Sleep

Sigh...i am sick...and these few days i am really lost~ I really dunno what to do at all...Lord please help me and save me from misery, and i really wish to know more about Lord and maybe my life will be better.....And i think nowadays other than my studies i have nothing more to concentrate on or maybe onli a part of me to look for a Sexy Latinos.....sigh.....May i juz need sometime to be on my own going for a holiday or something might be de best solution i have....I need someone, somebody to be there for me other than my mom...i need someone who can share my thoughts and n be part of my life....sigh...But where to find? Anyway, goodnight~

Naive & Stupid Me

Juz now when i was bathing, i cried. Maybe cuz i was hurted since yesterday.....I was late for the movie, so she smsed us that those who late juz take a cab over. Then i was juz causually replying "then u pay for my movie lo.", i dint expect her to reply "so thicked skin ah, ask me to treat u.", something lydat. So i was incredibly shocked! Yeah...cuz i realli dint expect that, cuz whenever she dun have enough $$$ i juz say i pay for her first n pay me when she have de $$$ or she have how much den pay lo...if not is ok de...juz wan to watch movie n enjoy with us...and i dint ask her back for my $$$. Cuz talking $$$ in all relationship hurts, and well..she juz said that to me~ Like "what de hell?", a casual asking or joking n she juz said it that way?! Very "F", realli very de "F", and "F" I am hurt! And the moment she replied that and all that come to my mind was "is this de way i got treated after all de....." Sigh...i realli sad.....Then juz now when i was chatting with her thru msn...and i realized that it wasnt like last time before we argued lydat that she juz IM me de moment she is online! Sad huh?! and i told her to "forgive n forget n i am sorrie n i used to be stubborn" kinda things and "God made me realized n all", yeah...juz to make both she n me feel better....anyway still dun think the whole argument thing lies on me alone la. But it dun seems that way....she replied "its different, and some things u did push u away from me." n then "maybe like what ur friends said that u dun do what u said." n then "u tot i very close to u, in fact its onli feel that way, not me." n then " u thought u know me but in fact, no one knows me, not even yihan!"!Like what de hell?! I thought i could...u know, make things batter...but it doesnt seems so...well..she was using it to refering to that day i say i can go watch POTO with her n her friends and in the end i dint turn up....well...cuz i was thinking it would be at TAMP so i agreed on de very first sms. Sigh...so far...and i finally off of cuz sleep la! Dint rest sincei started work lo! Plz do spare a thought for me....pls~ And maybe it is juz too naive of me to believe that she n jo would accept me for who i am...sigh...realli naive n stupid of me...realli....and now i juz feel so empty...realli cant trust anyone anymore....no one...and i can feel de great part that i am once again drifting away from them and yet not attracted to any clique...none~ i juz feel so.......lonely...as if i am living alone on an island. Sorrie for de "F" words...cuz i realli damn hurt n onli de "F" word can describe....and i am not scolding anyone with that word realli, dun be sensitive, ok? Juz wanna vent my anger!....goodnight n sweet dreams to everyone~

Phantom Of The Opera

Hey...hello....kinda bored...whole day at home do my work..anyway...realli slack when doing home work..still got potter n perry part to read!!!! dunno how many page that would be la...what to do...now having lame CBL thingy...also dunno what is that like la...alot of discussion!!! OK>LETS PUT THESE A SIDE!! Yesterday evening i went out with jo n mj...to watch Phantom Of The Opera....she have been mentioning it since de first time she had watched it..so this time is her 3rd or 4th time watching liao...very best...i cant afford to do that. Anyway...it was realli realli realli nice~ much batter than Moulin Rouge....maybe de story line n the music is more fantastic than Moulin Rouge ba~ Especially Gerard Butler is juz to sexy...thou he is already 30 ++++ but realli have de "feel" kind of thing. While i was watching it...the wonderful music n songs realli brought me into de world of operas~ and it realli make me feel so much like singing... soooooo much!!!! Especially i am from choir soprano!!!! lol....realli like it lo....it is like....no words can describe de feeling de lo...unless ppl share de same feel than know de~~ok...think thats all le la...gtg do work liao! Cao!

Dinner & Dance

WoOoOh~! Juz came back from the WWW dinner & dance~!!! It was really fun lo!!! It start at 6:30pm...but then i reached home at 5:30pm...so i rushed to bath n dress up~ Then i called YP n Mich if they wanna come over...but no response. After i bath i called them again...n Mich told me they juz reached YP's house and she is bathing...so i ok lo...continue my thingy. Spent alot of time on dressing n making up...and i am late!!! Den YP called and asked if i am done that her mom going to send us there~ So i rushed to wear every accessories!! And finally i am DONE!!! I rushed to YP's house carpark...Then Mich say i look very retro...but dunno what is that...(my eng sucks la) then we go into de car and proceed to aranda country club. When we were there...we realized that not many ppl wear like 70s lo...like all juz wear shirt n jeans lo...what de.........got de kena cheated feeling lo!!! LOL...de got ppl commented to me that i look 70s...but ok la...then i feel so paiseh...cuz onli Mich, YP, LY n me lo...GOSH......so paiseh...go there covering my face n hiding...then in de end realized it is also useless lo...so i told Mich that we be generous and show what we wear lo!!!! LOL....Then later got the LQ Idol thingy....when Mabel's turn came we all cheered like crazy lo!!! Then we all ( ETP + WWW Revenue Dept) ppl all do row dance for her!!!! Hahahaha.....then after that we write all de paper with her number...which is 6!!! Hahahahaha....then the next thing was like de best dress thingy lo....realized that de best dress was like sucks lo....the norminated ones are not even well dressed in de 70s lo....onli some lo. Finally it came to de LQ Idol thingy result lo!!!! Then we all prayed hard for Mabel to win lo...and then guess what? SHE WON!!!! Hahahahaha...... so HaPpY!!! Then when she went to sing de song again we all do train go around de hall one round!!!! Damn fun lo!!!! After that we all take alot of photos lo!!!! Hahaha.....take until siao...then got this time where we put lipsticks for WB. Then he like siao liao..go kissed Mich with de lipstick...then attack LY~ then i was kena pulled in then i covered my face...who knows he kissed my forehead WITH DE LIPSTICK!!!! OMG~~~~ SO GROSS!!! WITH LIPSTICKS?!! Kao....then LY heng lo....dint get it...i kena.... (-_-") Then around 11:15pm we all left n go home le....how wish it would be longer lo....wasted so much time on de other useless n waste time thingy...hahhaha...well..thats all i gtg...BYEBYE!!!