Seriously

Seriously D, u think u have the right to judge if i am mature enough, seriously? Apparently i can also see if yesterday debate u have lost, i believe so that u will definitely said the same thing. Pls dont deny that u wont, cuz u Will. So neither u or anyone have de right to judge me, seriously. And Wei Siang, it is my class business. U dont know de situations so stayed out of it, dont forget ur class have bitches similar to this situation. And U should know better. Sometimes, somethings can see from the surface and No explanations is needed. Cuz people will twist their words around if u give them chance to explain, and i seriously dont wanna hear that. That will be so fake and even double the time of my bitchness. Seriously, i dont think anyone get what i mean, cuz u're not the one in my shoes having all these shit throwing to u. So u wont know. Debbie, seriously pls juz dont comment, cuz i believe u and someone else will say the same thing if ur group had lost Yesterday. Thanks..

Why?

Why people who are actualli in the wrong always like to turn situations the other way to say that the other party is in the wrong?? Why?! 2 person did that to me and 1 person did it to my mother. Like what on Earth is this man?!

For my mother case, my sister is literally in the wrong. What she did in the past upset my mother so much. In fact my mother even felt cheated by her own daughter!!! Then last night when i was away at Cal's house they both argued~ Yeah, things always happened when i am not around. WHY??? Sigh, i really dint asked much from my sister, all i want is for her to be more understanding towards her own mother and know that my mother love her so much. That everything my mother did is for my sister and the family. But it seems like she never understand that. She said my mother is not happy with everything she did, cuz my mother showing her long face recently. But hey, mummy is truely upsent than anything else. Where got mother and daughter got Ge Ye Chou one??? Sigh....jie...from my advice, see thing from another angle. Mummy really love u alot, so anything that u did WILL ONLY upset her than to anything else.

And from my side, that 2 person should know who they are...Character A, back to da certain situation........ Sigh.....this person said that she is truely disappointed with me of what i did. BUT she actualli dont have de right to, When we were in the situation she have de right to stop what is infront of her but she did not and she can tell others that she is truely disappointed with me??? Hey she should go touch her concious and ask herself that question.
Character B, being angry with not apparent reason when i dint even offended her worst come to worst she is my close friend. She can jolly well said that whatever i did now, she wont care anymore. When i was like HUH?? what did we argue over??? And when all the time she is the one u know talking sarcastically to me and stuffs. My previous entry she read it and she said it is rude, but i seriously dont think that my entry is rude. In fact it is nothing to be compare to her words of sarcasm to me.

Nobody

Nobody had understand what I said, and it is proven that criticism from the blog owner seems to be more important than what and how the owner feels. You read someone's blog is to know what happened to that person and how they feel, instead of just bother about the criticism written by the owner than anything else. And even when the English grammar of that owner sucks, it is still his/her own business. It is not as if anyone can blog with perfect English without single bit of grammar or spelling mistakes. Unless u scored Distinction for you're English, still you may have some mistakes. I don't think anyone have the right to said that one's English sucks when their own is not as good.

This Is My Area, My Site

Yeah, maybe u all think that i am bitchy, a backstabber and stuffs but that is me, i say what i like in my blog, be it offened someone or not. Blog is my area to juz let it off.

Whose Problem Is It?

Mj this is going out to u. Well, what i had written at ur blog, juz leave it. Maybe here is a better place to explain. Well, u have been sacastic to me, i dunno why. U said that is was due to "after years of happenings." Well, that is disappointing to know. You too did smth and said things that are hurting n all, But i love u as my friend so i forgive n forget on things that happened n moved on. But i dont understand why u said u love me as ur friend n yet to forgive n forget?? I had always know that u always like to be sacastic to me, but most of the time i juz brushed it off. But everything u do people have their limits in that, certain things u Can be sacastic but certain things u Cant. I called u a bitch was bcuz i am pissed off and fedup with ur sarcasm. And u were really not of clear mind when u were speaking. It is known that i am R**********, so what?!?!?! And i do not dispise those ppl whom are the same as i am, so u should not have said what u had said. You have not yet been thru those kinda situations that made u turn agaist it, so juz respect my decisions. I did not said what i did in the past was right, everyone have their faults in the past and so do u. I did not say that friendship is not important, but i have my own things to do too~! I juz cant believed that u actually said that i dont care abt u. I was having exam and my debate ica on the same day, i need to be online with my team mates to discuss the problem we faced. And my exam i have not yet studied and i think i will be failing the paper. Please dont assume, be more understanding and STOP ur sarcasm.

Of my own opinion: i dont think u have changed much, but remembering all those unhappy things that happened and build a wall btw u and other ppl.

P/S: when the time comes that u realised that u truely DONTcare, plz let me know, so i would stop wasting my time. Thankz ( words of sarcasm, do u like it, mj?)

Jo, I Dont Care

Hey Jo, this is going out to you. Actually that day i was pretty unhappy when you said that they wont like it if i continue to speak in some way. What i want to tell u is that I DONT CARE. First thing first, when i mixed with different ppl i speak differently and behave differently. I dont think u know that yet. Secondly, the way that some of them speaks ACTUALLY offended me, annoyed me, and other other stuffs. So i was juz talking like them, i dont see anything wrong?! I dont remember that i had ever said anything to u about what they said had offened me cuz i know maybe they dint meant it or they are juz born lydat. I dont know, cuz i dont know them well like u do. Lastly, if they dont like me SO BE IT, cuz I DONT CARE!! Girl, do u get me?? I can go home by myself, I WONT DIE THAT WAY. Clear?? Thanks.

An Unfair Debate

**Anyone of NR0433 classmates who want to read it, read it at ur own risk. No offence or anything, but this is how i feel, i am juz saying from my point of view and criticizing the situation. No annoynimus should give any nasty comment on my blog or anywhere else... Cuz should u people put urself in my shoes and tell me if u deserve it. Anyone of the AFFIRMATIVE group member's friends, this is too going out to u. I would pretty much appreciated.

Today during one of my lesson tutorial we had a debate on abortion. Time was 2:00pm in the afternoon at one of blk H level 6 classroom, and my group is Against Abortion. Before the arrival of this day, my group went to do alot of research and sit down to discuss this seriously. Loads of efforts had been put in. We had 2 meetings with the opposing team to discuss briefly on how to do. During the meeting my members always seemed more prepared and with loads of information hoping to share some with them and vice versa. But the opposing team did not seem so. They were like so free sitting around and like so FEW infomations to share with us. Other than that we also had decided on the Floor Judges to be Rasi, Pei Qin and Azrina. Everyone agrees including the opposing team, Rasi would be more on siding my team, PeiQin will be more on siding the opposing team. And for Azrina's vote, it will be the only one whom can deciding who will be the winner.

Today is the day of the debate. My group have the facts and examples. While the other group juz with some brief infos. Cuz we had heard some of the team members have not been doing the work. Well, what is actually happening there i do not know and it is none of my business. It was quite chaotic when my group entered. Kinda confused with the situations and nervous at the same time. Finally we all sat down. I was trying to gather the judges we had previously agreed to. But then i was told by Azrina that Rdhwan, PeiQin and WanTing was already sitting down there as the judges. I was like so damn shocked!!! Cuz i dint expect that the AFFIRMATIVE team actually juz picked the judges like that!!!! This is so TOTALLY UNFAIR! Look at the "judges" they are all friends of one of the AFFRIMATIVE group members!! I was shocked and went blank, but i did not want to make a scene out of it. While i think back i think i SHOULD HAVE.

When the debated started at the first speaker things are still so alright. BUT when it comes to the second speaker, the content they were saying all changed. They are like debating to the scenario rather than the ethical principle which we are supposed to talk about. They misled us greatly. Due to their lack of infomations. So that made my whole group confused and panic! Well, we did out best that we have all the facts and examples. During the floor moment, Sowmiya stood up for my team, anyways, she will never agree to abortion one. then things went on, the AFFIRMATIVE team rebut back and so fourth. Then there comes Ben, saying all the nonsense cuz he was hoping his group can win. (But at the end of the debate he told Sowmiya that he is against abortion one but do it for the sake of his group to win. What a BIAS person he is and a CROWARD!).

During the judging moment, our dear Debbie was saying no BIASNESS. Yeah, thats right, but HELLO!!! Who will believe that they WONT be BIAS???????? Before the announcement of the result, one of the "judges" said he will NOT be BIAS. Well, will he dare to face GOD and said that their decision made was TOTALLY NEUTRAL?? HA!! They will be sent to hell then, the result was that the AFFRIMATIVSCREW U UPSIDE DOWN THEN NO HARD FEELINGS. Losers i can see from them, desperately want to win while not willing to put in any effort. To me those are Loserz. Dint expect them to do that

This is how i think, i was angry, i forgave but i could not forget. Part of it are words of anger
Well, i really think that the AFFIRMATIVE group cant afford to LOSE due to their lack of effort and get their own friends to side them. That is a behaviour of a loser. Not applying the Ethical Principles fully is also their lack of effort while we did. I think that my group deserved to win more than they do. Well, yeah one of the group members from the AFFIRMATIVE group can tell me "ivy, no hard feelings ah".

Final, I still dont think they deserved to win in this situation. LOSERS!!!

Self-Centered!!

ARGGHHHH...WHY WHY WHY!!!! Why is my sister and nieces at home are all so self-centered. Fine my other relatives also, but luckily i am not living with them!!! Arghhh...Dont know what is with my sister, yesterday she brought back alot of clothes from HK then asked maida to wash, but its all her clothes la, so nvm. But it is so ridiculous that she even brought Elvin's clothes back for her to wash!!!!! Like HELLO!!! Mai's priority duty is to take care of OUR dad lo!!! Ridiculous!!! And the worst thing was that she dint pay for de maid ok? We are the one paying her lo! I asked my sister to come back home is not tell to take money from mummy and spent like nobody's business!!!! Cuz now mummy like working her ass off to help her pay de debts and she there everyday spent like no one's business!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!! How can she be so inconsiderate?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??! I rather she dint come back lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont know when will she learn the lesson!!!!!!! Forever de lo, she like wont grow up and be one RESPONSIBLE ADULT de lo!!!!! And my nieces, worst!!!!!! THEY always take my SANITARY PAD!!!!!!! And i am actually using WHISPER!!! Its bloody expensive!!! THEY, also want to use WHISPER and ONLY WHISPER!!!! But why cant they go buy themselves????? When i was their age, i either take $$$$ from mummy or i will SAVE the money to go buy my own pads!!!!! HECK!!! I juz hide it somewhere they cant find la!!!!! SICKENING!!!!!!! WHY ALWAYS LIKE THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I HATE IT!!!!! WHY THEY SO NIAO????????? ARGHHHH...enough of these! I am leaving!!! BYE!!

W800i

Yoyoyoyo!! I finally broght my NEW PHONE!!!! AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA..........FINALLY!!!!!! W800i ROCKS!!!!

My Life Rating

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Exam

Arghhh....exam coming soon liao. Next week got clinical theory test on Wednesday and research methods on Friday!!! OMG....so sian lo....*SiGh* dont know what to update also!!! Hmmm....hopefully by tml or Saturday i will be able to get my new W800i le!!!! Arghhhhh....I WANT A NEW PHONE!!! This month i cannot shop cuz no money!!! Ahahahahahahaha.....for the sake of the latest technology!!! Feel dumb, but my current phone really cannot make it also liao...anyways, gtg la. Byebye!!