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Did i remembered wrongly that some called me childish?
I think they are worst, when they even choosed to react the way
they THINK is "appropriate" to those CHILDISH stuffs i had said
when i was fuming.
The way You People react makes me even wanna say more, and its
kinda funny to see You People react this way. HaaHaa...
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just m3
I am born on the day of 29th June 1987, in the year of bunny.
Sexy lingerie & clothings are my favourites. I only have eye
for my dearerst one. I like acting & singing, my voice sucks
but acting skills is good. LOL...kinda BHB please don't mind
me, i am always like that. Currently i am studying Diploma In
Nursing, i like that course, din't know why, just like it! I
am also a crazy & naughty girl, people who knows me think
that i am crazy! But at times i can be a very very bitchy,
but who cares? I am what i am, i dont like to put up an act. I
like to say what i like in my blog, so cant really be bothered.
So juz be happy to blog whatever you want on ur own blog, like
who cares, dude? HAHAHA....my favourite colour is GREEN! I am
a green freak, whatever that is GREEN i will go crazy over it!
Well, i guess that is all about me. Add me on MSN Messenger @
spicegirl_2002@hotmail.com, can talk to me online thou!
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
HEY!! Its my BIRTHDAY!!! Finally i am 18! Although i dint really want to be 18! Hahahaz....I really do feel older know? I dont like that! Hehez....No Ladies wanna feel old right? Now at the moment i am in the chalet, spending time with my dear. Not my mom!!! *sIgH* Feeling so weird all of a sudden! Maybe cuz i used to spend my birthday mornings with my mom and cutting cake at around 12:05 a.m. kinda thing? Hehez......But today really different!! But i just miss my mother! I came back from HK until now like seldom stay at home lydat. Not there i spent my night here at NTUC Chalet! Is that when i am at home, mom will be somewhere else enjoying herself until the next morning!! That is what made me feel like i am not home at all!! Saw her sleeping like a pig before i left my house just now!! The feeling i had was like i had already married off to one guy and like going back to my own house lydat!! *ChOy* Not so soon man! Touch wood ah!!!! I am only 18 ok?! Dont even think about it at all!! I just wanna enjoy myself that's all. Dear is waiting for me to sleep until he fell asleep first!!! Hahahaz....Like my mom! =-p Anyways, no hanky panky, so no worries!! Just loads of lovey dovey!!! Hahahaz.......Anyways, it is really late now!!! I gtg liao, he is waiting for me to sleep.....So troublesome!!! Bye!!
P/s: Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me~~~~~~ Happy Birthday to MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.......May all my dreams come true & World Peace!!!
Monday, June 20, 2005
This is such an unpleasant experience for me overseas, with my nieces especially. Disappointing that is! *sIgH* I promise that i will never go overseas with them anymore! No chance! NO NO NO!!! I would rather go with my friends, that will be even better! Gosh! Well, it is finally the last day here anyways. My sis just leave my bf and me alone! They went somewhere without telling me or us. It is like WTF! I really don't know if she is my biological sis or someone my mom picked from rubbish bin! Argh, just felt that the way my mom doted on my 2 "nieces" is such a waste! I would rather they never appear!!! *sIgH* only now Dear knows why i always wanted a older brother, so that he can dote me and even give me some extra allowance or maybe all of us live together! Don't that sounds great, like a lovely family? And also he would be able to protect me and all. *sIgH* This is my life whereby God had gave me my path, and i shall obey him and continue walking on. No matter how tough that can be. Oh well, recently both of us started to argue a bit here and there. *sIgH* I guess most of the time it was my fault, because it was like i am always the one that making all the decisions and even when he voiced out on what to do, i just want things my way. Maybe i am just being too much. I love him, i really do. And so is he. He is upset by the way i did things. Too many things had happened here in HK, especially how the way my nieces and sis had treated me. He really dislike the way they treated me, and he started to dislike my sister and nieces. Well, when i get home i will definitely complain to my mom about them! No doubt at all!! As he said that i treat them like my family, but do they treat me that way? Huge question mark that is.......signing off!
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Hey hey....updated again! Yoo! Oh well, dint really enjoy....long story! Dint wanna bad mouth my family members! =-p My dear juz came back from buying cup noodles for my sister....cuz she got gastric! What dE? Wahhh...if MJ saw this...hahaha...she would...feel that is so damn suckish?Yeah i know she will feel that way! Thanx to Dear, MJ & JO! Onli they know whats in my family~ Love them all...even my niece sucks!! I hate it when they are so rude to me n all....i am still their aunt after all! Even we are the same age, they still have to respect lo! Dont they juz learn what is respect?? I hate that! In the future they better dont even wish i will help them a single bit lo! Fat hope! Well....my nieces are now like ganging up agaist dear? What for? Like it is their bad in the way treating me, n dear is juz being very truthful that showing that he doesnt like them the way they treat me lo! Thats all what....well, maybe their IQ or EQ is juz too low in understanding respecting me ba! Forget it...neither will i respect them a single bit!Good night! Going to Ocean Park tomorrow! P/s: Both of us actually forgot our 2mths anniversary! Like......well.......dont know la...juz forgot! Dont know how the heck we did that! Hahaha....only be reminded today!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Yoooo~ i'm now using internet access from the hotel! Not bad man...hotel still got free internet access! Haaha...Hui Juan: sorrie i cant give u the description by wednesday. Cuz now i at Guang Zhou (SucKish PlaCe) i dun have my own laptop with me until i am back in HK!! So onli by Friday then i am able to email that to u..sorrie...n Jamie will help me confirm what is the game that we had prepared! Ok?? I had stomach flu again...since 3 days ago...it is realli killing me lo! Today my stomach ache like hell sia! Onli now then better! Then my dear heartache for me.....Sighhhhh.....everyone do take care of urself ok? Miss all of u le!! Anyways, no offence to the china students or ppl who are reading the next sentence! Tell u all ah....the China ppl here realli no manner one lo! Like as if their parents dint discipline them or something de! Sucks sia!! Eg: u already flagged for the cab n standing beside de cab, then they juz open up de cab door before u n slide their bloody ass in the car! Oh...then i juz pointed middle finger at them! Hahaha...now i realli see what is their so called 5000years of culture n all...all so low class ppl!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Yo...sososososo many days no update le! Now so late liao....sigh...i like spent HKD200 on nth! Gosh....then dear now digging out all his dough juz to see if we have enough! Gosh...then tomorrow we going to Shen Zhen! So good! Hahaha...everything will be much cheaper than here! Finally...but wait a mintue! What about Kevin? I supposed to meet him one u know?! Oh no!!! Hahaha.....see first la...maybe i will meet him there lo! Hehehe....Aiyah...now have to be like pack all my things n staying there for like ONE WEEK! Sorrie to those that have been checking updates on me...Hahaha....hope everyone have a wonderful life! Really enjoying my time with my dear. Feel so loved! Being love is better to love some one. Girls, find someone that love u! Not some one that u love! Cant wait for the chalet! So me n him onli spending our time....Er Ren Shi Jie!
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Hi again, i know...long time since i last updated! Anyways, juz realized that i have lots of things piling up like nobody's business! And also, after getting myself attached it is like another commitment lo~ OMG....yeah, kinda left out my friends and all! But well, at least i will bring him along with me when i meeting my WWG ppl. So he can spend time with him as he wanted. So sweet....MJ, i really dunno what u are now. Cuz u are complicated, sometimes u say or view things lydat, another moment u say or view things another way. Dunno what yea trying to say also. Oh yeah, dint know why everytime got new students come into the ward that are same year as me one will think i am in Year 2 lo! Like; do i look that OLD??? Arghhhhh...hahaha....dunno la...juz pray for MJ now lo. Well....at this time i juz wanna do a good job in BB, my studies, WWG and understand my dear more why he would wanna see me everyday. HAHAHA......yeah....objectives of the year! Yeahhhhh........Arghh...gotta get 1000 pens in like 4 days? OMG....dunno how i am gonna acomplish this mission impossible task! Oh well, i have been eating good lately. But once again i got food poisoning! Shit until i like dying liao....dunno what happened la! Medication i got from the doc dont seems to work. P/s: Apologize to BB commitees for unable to turn up for 2 meetings! Will be there this FRIDAY. OK? Sorrie...realli was sicked! And still recovering! Miss u guys so much! And will try to get the pens ASAP as promised!
I am just a girl with a dream.
A dream that I can never reach.