Sleepless Nights

Since sunday night i havent been sleeping well...i tot i can dun miss him. But i cant...sigh...onli 2nd day he go. Oh well, will get use to it de. Anyways, i am juz angry with him....still thinking if i wanna go fetch him. Sigh....loads of things waiting for me to do this week. At first tot i have a lot of time to rest...but now...i dun think so le! So tired....well...this morning i dint expect him to call me, but when i asked him that question...he hesitated. Well, if its true or he lied...he cant dun think of touching me for the next 1 mth or 2...i am juz worried n miss him badly. I know he will too...sigh. Should not think about him so much...live like i'm single for these 2 weeks!!! Haahaa...i think i really dun care le la!! He will get it when he comes back!! Should not even think about fetching him at all!!! Lala.....well, sounds bad la. Hey Fen Ni, saw this yea can add me in msn? My email is spicegirl_2002@hotmail.com