Feeling Abandon

Last night i actually cried, cuz when i tried to call my mother's cell phone....it doesnt get thru! Then i panicked! N worst thing was that i tried a few times also cannot...then i panicked n cried!! N yesterday morning before i left for my first day of attachment, it juz feel as if my mother had left me n onli left my dad n me...*CHOY* (touch WOOD!*) I am juz saying that it feels like that la. Worst still...it is like i had no one to rely on!! Like i am all alone!!!!!!!!!!! Without a husband by my side n all...Aiyoh...dun think any of u get what i am trying to say la! Wonder what he will feel after he read this...Miss him so much...hmmm....so late liao still havent call. Guess they must be VERY busy, cuz it is the last week they will be there le. If cannot finished what they had plan, that is not very cheng gong! Yeah...know that he is busy la. But i hope i will have the chance to go to all these expedition in the future. I think i will love it, althou it might be like flies everywhere, but i dun think i will mind much. Sigh, yesterday almost blackout n throw up during attachment...and today also!! Dunno what is wrong with me...hope i am alright. But both times occurs during observation of some procedure. SAD...anyways, late liao...GTG! Goodnight!

P/s: Juz hope that there will be a bright future in front of each n everyone of us.