Oh Gosh~

hey...i went over to blk N juz now to accompany YH before he got assessed by his lecturer. Then while on my way back i saw this guy...wearing black top and jeans bottoms. And his skin tone caught my sight, yeah...was like looking at him for a few moments before he caught my eyes on him. The vrey moment he caught me, i turned my head right away. This guy is mixed...cuz he dun have a total ang moh look, but yeah...mixed...so cute! And then after my last lesson i went home...and then while smsing YH...he told me that...he kinda like me! Oh goodness...can all these juz stop for a moment??? Though he told me he will control his feelings....OMG...i juz felt bad in certain ways for the them la...ARGH.... But its clearly that i have batter things to do rather than all these things la! Ehh...juz hope GOD would forgive me on all these. Goodnight.

Gotta Start Mugging!

Heyz...me again, i know, i know...2 entries within an hour. Irritating right? Not realli expecting anyone to read it la, especially the one i juz mentioned on the previous entry! Gosh....can my dream guy appear like NOW?? So i wont take a wrong step or something? Goodness....mummy will be unhappy if it happen. Like duh~ even her criteria is high lo, some more so crapz. Must look like he idol Ekin Chen some more?! Where to find?! Ekin Chen maybe dont have, but who knows Keanu Reeves have?? *dInG* U might not know de lo! LaLaLa....But i do enjoy my time with C la...he is realli nice. And perhaps i think i am easily attracted to kind and nice people lo. Like WL, if also i know him longer and stuffs who knows there might be chance for him? I am not desperate. But i guess C is the one made me realized that ba....not say realize...once again bring out the soft side of me? Which i hate it?? Cuz...maybe i've always been kind to ppl...and easily XIN RUAN!! Sharks...that is somewhat i hate about myself. And that is also part of the reason that i cannot find my ideal guy lo!! Guess what...i think TJ is my target. And oh well...no chance la...it is like too far and too hard to reach???? Arghhh....again....hitting myself against the rock...oh well..gtg...class coming soon! BYE!

Oh Damn~

Yo....sometimes i realli do wonder if anyone read my blog...Hahas...but if u do...please do comment or drop a msg ok? Cuz no matter who issit, i love yea~ and of cuz for my close friends i love yea all even more la~ Dont mind me talking crapz again. I juz notice that recently i like calling C!! Like duh~ i like must talk to him like that. If dont, i would have like feeling very weird like that?! Gosh...cant even believe it myself!! WTF~ see la JO...all your fault la!! I hate when u said something! Argh...anyways, realli hope it would be over soon, as in REAL SOON! And yeah...still going out with him this Saturday to watch movie lo! Fcuk~ realli gotta be stablized and cannot swing anymore! Its a firey game man.....SUCKS..... and i dont think i will forget last night's conversation lo! Arghhhh.....should be coolz enough la. Hope he dont read my blog can le la!

Spent Spent Spent~!

WoAh~ today pay day wor!!! SOOOoooo happy!!! Dunno why....maybe there is too many things i wanna buy ba! Today the lesson was until 12:00 p.m. onli!!! So i decided to meet my mom at Bugis to go buy my perfume!! But before i left i met Xiao Wei(XW) first then i left the campus. Guess what? I told XW one of my answer that i had written for my HS1037...and he reaction was the same as Calvin(C), yeah....same! But its kinda "duh" if they dun have the same reaction one lo!!! Sigh....sad la....i think i am gonna fail that bloody module la!!! But "hello, i spent bloody alot of time!!", argh!!!!! Juz feel like crying la!!! Then after meeting XW i juz head to Bugis to meet my mom lo...after meeting her we went to eat...in fact onli me eating la, she already eaten. So she juz drink coffee lo!! Then i went to S&K to buy the jacket and the racer back shirt!!! Heehee....Finally~ Hey C i finally got the jacket le!!! Its different for yea colour, green is cooler!! Hahahas....then after that go buy my perfume~ when i reached there i cant help but feel like buying both Lacoste, Touch Of Pink and Hugo Boss, Shimmer Edition lo!!! Cuz Lacoste that one always have de....but the Hugo Boss one is limited edition de lo!!! Goodness!!! Yeah...cant stop my temptation la....then my mom's turn to look for her perfume, the one and onli she like alot! Then after sometime we finally found that one...then the lady said got one special time onli comes with the gift box and the same fagrance body lotion one. Then i decided to buy for my mother~ Yeah....buying for myself heartache like hell la...but buy for my mother not lo. Well, the total price was $188 yeah...that price~ almost $200, alot $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ hor? Juz for 2 perfume?? Hahas...yeah lo...lydat lo. But i still got my hp bill not pay yet lo...another $88 lo....then also my concession...another $52...shit...everything is juz too costly le lo!!! BROKE!!! Really am broke....broke within a day! Argh.....but i already buy le...cannot return!! Haaahaas.....crap la! But luckily i dun do that every month lo! *pHeW* hahahas.....Sigh...dunno how i am gonna survive this month man...really dunno la!!! Eat less....HAHAHAHHA....best solution!!! Anyways, its late....signing off...byeZ!

I Screwed It Up

Damn it man....i think i screwed up the audition!! Damn it!! I can actually do better than what i had done lo!! Damn.....sigh...i really juz screwed it up, why i cant react at that time?? Why??? Sigh...it seems like i will never have the chance to do things that i am interested in. Sigh...why?? Sigh....really sad lo...No more chance...no more... Argh!!! Sigh...watching the recorded Sixth Sense now...Haley Joel Osment in the movie very cute!!! Hahaha...my son...hehehe...anyways...gtg sleep la...see yea~

Freedom Is All I Want For Now

heyah~ few days thou...it feels like he is kinda after me....goodness...sigh... LOL....anyways...now dunno what is wrong with me...juz wanna be free....LOL....watching recorded AMI...coolz...performance cool...nice! gotta rush ICA...not realli in the mood to do anything sia....but i wanna read my 'a walk to remember' and my HS1037!!! i wanna study!!! but stupid ICA n group projects juz holding me back for all those...OH yeah...tomorrow going for da audition liao......a bit nervous...hahahaha...hope i get in!!! LaLaLa....think i hurted my eye while removing my contact lenses!!! recently it juz stick to my eye!!! goodness...took me half an hour to remove!! Constantine got compliment by Simon Cowell...cools...LOL...OC is returning...giving bad influence to ppl again!!! dunno why sometimes they are juz so screwed up in their lives...HAHAHA....but i dun la...if i wan also can....but well...everything will juz be normal...cuz i can fix it fast!!! LOL.....CRAPZ.... tiring...anyways...its late! NIGHTZZZ

I Don't Know What Is Wrong With Her

hey girl, i really dunno what is wrong with yea....u had been so sacarstic to me for no reason lo. and it juz get more & more irritating lo. yeah, i dunno what happened to yea in yea campus, but please dun treat me the way they treat u, ok? in fact u should treat them the way they treated u!!!!! NOT ME!!! it juz makes me feels like u are getting more bitchy ok? i dint read yea blog also u angry?! can u stop being so ridiculous??? u have de time, but i dun, ok? different ppl define their own time...they dun need u to tell them any!!! it's my own time, when i feel i dun have de time...that means i really dun have de time!!! dun force ppl. yea campus so near to yea house is already a BIG difference of u having more time than i have, ok? yea dun need to travel such LONG JOURNEY like jo & me...that is one BIG reason & its GOOD ENOUGH to let u know that. juz feel like maybe u need to go & think about it.....whatever that is yea need to refresh or whatsoever....i dunno & i wont know...cuz i am not u. even u wrote it out also i am still not u & i still wont know!
PS: if yea offened i am sorry. but that is what is from the bottom of my heart, & i juz really dun get yea..

Joe, International Model!

Hey....another day yeah...i actally dint wanna go out today. Wanted to study at home! But then in the end i decided to went out with C, to watch White Noise..that movie is really boring lo!! I cant stand it. C & me practically talking during the movie lo, that is how boring the movie is. Worst movie i had watched so far la...thought it would be nice. Oh well, today i irritated G by asking him some questions!!! Dunno what was wrong with me...then he asked if i could stop asking him those lame questions...so i had to stop. *sIgH* i'm such a sad case!!! Can i dun be such a sad case anymore?! Then after watching movie, C was trying to ask me ride his bike with him to go somewhere eat then he will send me to Jurong Point. But i die die also dun wanna take his bike! Cuz i am scared, ok? LOL...C & me went to eat dinner. Then he told me alot about the camp thing...that i feel like whacking him!!! mailto:#@%#&214r#@^%34&#%Y^@#$E~ Very bad of him...very evil!!! =P Argh....Suck....then we both went separate ways. I had to go to Jurong Point to watch the glamour quest contest..to support MJ's bro & G. Yeah...then Joe the International Model said that MJ's bro is very handsome, that his smile can kill alot of girls... HAHAHA...quite funny lo! I think her bro sure will get in de la...HAHAHA!! Oh yeah...then that International Model, Joe...he is so hot!!! So cute!!! LOL... none of the contestants on stage can compare with him de lo!! If he stand up there, all can go home le la...HAHA!! Then after the competition...MJ's family went to eat while we go to MosBurger to drink milk tea...then later i went home with her family...HAHAHA!! Then on the way home i was telling them about my "experience" in the hospital...then both of them closed their ears & refused to listen!! So cute sia...both did the same action...i enjoyed telling them!!! LOL....funny!!! Anyways, its late...goodnight!!!

Sentosa With NR0433!

WoOaH~! Today is a really fun day man!! Hahaha...its the class outing day!! Most of us decided to go to Sentosa, Palawan Beach for the outing. Supposed to meet @ 10:00 a.m. sharp @ the bus interchange de, but RE & me was really late!! When we reached Harbour Front it was already 10:30 a.m. le...Haha...Late queens!!! Then i reached Harbour Front MRT station earlier than RE...then i waited for her there lo...but then i tummy ache..so went toliet lo. After that we thought we would be on ourselves going there, but when we reached the interchange......we saw everyone was still there!!! Hahaha...they wait here & there for this & that person, so in the end also wait for us lo!!! Hahaha...funny man!!! So then we all travelled together to the beach...on the way it was fun & fun. Finding a perfect spot for ourselves...then we decided to settle somewhere near 7-eleven, wash room & mono-rail. We all started off with free & easy, that was really boring..dunno what to do lo!! After the noon time around 1:00 p.m. we decided to eat without our mentor, Ann Tay. Cuz we were all starving liao!!! Hahaha...then we were waiting for her until SIAO le...every mono-rail arrived we shouted "Ann Tay~~~~~" LOL...then FINALLY ah...she reached there le. She brought some curry puffs for us le...very nice lady!! I was the only one sat down talking to her! Why? Cuz its raining & really cold...dun feel like being in the rain...so stay under shelter & talk to her lo!! I found out that she very gossipy lo...LOL...unexpected...like Lee Dun Ling...Hahaha...CUTE! Only After she left then i joined in the game with them...so they asked what Ann Tay & me were talking about...i then told them lo!!! The games was fun la...Very creative of us! Then got forfit to do...LOL...cant believe Sowmiya can come out with that chimpanzee move...LOL...CUTE...alot of pictures were taken!! Then last part was Truth & Dare game...i was damn suay man...kena many times!!! Did the dare~ Hahaha...funny...i think they took pictures of it too. Around 8:00 p.m. we went to eat dinner at Harbour Front Centre lo..then everyone already bought their food then left me, & they were all waiting for me then all eat together!!! So paiseh!!! & yea...i've been PUNK'D the whole day!!! Very bad of them...not i dumb but i trust them!!! =P So evil of u ppl!!! Hahaha...really enjoyed myself the whole day lo...anyways, gtg...goodnight!

Back From Mentor Camp

YOOO....i finally back from the stupid mentor camp liao!!! Wahhh....the first 2 days sucks man! Only today batter la. Dunno what game the instructor gave...so illogical lo!!! Cant stand him...such a asshole!! I dun like him...he is exactly like my dad's brother..ACCUSE ME!!! But this time is US.. DAMN him lo...dunno what is wrong with him. Anyways, forget it...onli like the fun things. Got to know alot more ppl than i thought. Lol...so happy....gotta know more about him, then not only him la...i got to get closer with Hui Shan, Chong Quan & Xiu Xian. Guess my fantasy have to stop there for a while...got this kena rejected feelings...SAD CASE!!! Anyways, it should be alright to me la...gotta get use to it, yeah? Yesterday while playing one of the games that time i was saying one of the senior look like de Kuai Le Yu actor...LOL....Shhhh..yeah promise him not to say anything that he told me! Anyways, was kinda upset that they onli choose a few for de senior mentor thingy *sigh* sad ah? Sigh....dunno la...somehow i am demoralized le...i am looking for that something and craving for it like mad. But it is always like near me then suddenly disappear lydat. Why ah? Hmmm...issit my problem or their problem? I really dunno...anyways...goodnight!