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Did i remembered wrongly that some called me childish?
I think they are worst, when they even choosed to react the way
they THINK is "appropriate" to those CHILDISH stuffs i had said
when i was fuming.
The way You People react makes me even wanna say more, and its
kinda funny to see You People react this way. HaaHaa...
p0|s0n |vy
just m3
I am born on the day of 29th June 1987, in the year of bunny.
Sexy lingerie & clothings are my favourites. I only have eye
for my dearerst one. I like acting & singing, my voice sucks
but acting skills is good. LOL...kinda BHB please don't mind
me, i am always like that. Currently i am studying Diploma In
Nursing, i like that course, din't know why, just like it! I
am also a crazy & naughty girl, people who knows me think
that i am crazy! But at times i can be a very very bitchy,
but who cares? I am what i am, i dont like to put up an act. I
like to say what i like in my blog, so cant really be bothered.
So juz be happy to blog whatever you want on ur own blog, like
who cares, dude? HAHAHA....my favourite colour is GREEN! I am
a green freak, whatever that is GREEN i will go crazy over it!
Well, i guess that is all about me. Add me on MSN Messenger @
spicegirl_2002@hotmail.com, can talk to me online thou!
Thursday, October 28, 2004
To all assholes out there, this is my bloggie and i have the right to write or say whatever i want and u do not have the right to say a single word. So if u think u have the guts to write all these craps comment in my bloggie then u guys should have the balls to admit or put ur name there~ so if u dun have balls or penis then pls go fix one for urself.Ermz...juz in case there's any girl(s), same goes to u that if u have the guts to do it then u shall have the boobs to admit it. If u dun...go do breast implant or liposuction to make it more obvious or something.you people are juz some pathetic pests so juz shoo~
Monday, October 25, 2004
Well well, trying my very best to study now...cant really concentrate, dunno why also. Not thinking about anyone or anything, but juz cannot concentrate. Sigh....it is as if i am drifted away somewhere. Some times it seems like part of me thinking like a man and that is something really big deal to me...well, maybe its good in some ways la ah...you wont know. Lol...my niece tuning in to the CENTRAL...indian show...singing songs...First thingy came to me is Sowmiya!!!! Sowmiya and the indian guys man. BEST! She is really funny lor...hahaha...sigh...There are so many p/t out there waiting for me...i must work hard and study le!!!! Sigh.....trying to stress myself now...anyway..gtg update again later! CYA!
Sunday, October 24, 2004
Backie!! Juz now at Mrs Chong's house was bored man!! She & her was there, cant be bothered to talk to them at all. But then her initiated to talk to me first, so i juz reply and then started talking to her lor...but she was like totally also dint talk to me and i cant be bothered either....so yeah...all the while me and she dint talk. I am getting more buay song with her already, since she wanna backstab me, let her do all she wants...juz cant be bothered, and the 2 boys are like can never grow up lydat...whatever! Juz cant stop critisizing ppl...dunno what is wrong with me these dayz...maybe due to PMS or HORMONES. Valerie grow up very fast, she is so cute! LOL!! Then after the whole thingy...i went to Pasir Ris interchange go meet Kell(a guy from friendster), then decided to go white sands buy something...but when i stepped into watson i cant find what i want. Then i suggested to Mcdonal eat Mcflurry...then suddenly stupid Desmond come to my mind (why?) cuz i hoped he help me buy the Hello Kitty liao...as its a deal that i helped him and he helped me....(you know what issit Des, dun owe me =P its 3 not 1!!!! Batter get it right, or else...). Then eat liao we went out to the interchange there and sit down talk talk talk...then like half an hour or so then he walk me home...feel so bad...need him to walk me home...anyway thanx and sorry for the trouble~ Well, juz finished my supper...juz get hungry very easily...maybe cuz this afternoon i dint eat ba...anyway...CYA!
Later in the evening i gotta go to Mrs Chong's house...for Valerie's first birthday! I have't bought her presnet yet man....die ah....also she & her will be there too...so sick lor. Sigh, so boring...juz finished watching Channel 8 the Liu Xing Hua Yuan. If only my bf is like the F4 height...wahhhh... then got their body not bad...very good le...lol...=x ooops...haha....*yAwN* like feeling so tired...exam like on wednesday and i am still like not studying!!!! Goodness...dunno how am i gonna pass...no mood to study le~ SIGH....what to do...sigh...Maybe i should stop sighing...so irritating!! Argh...anyway wish my whole TuT grp good luck for exam and especially grp 2 i will miss u all for 4 dayz and all the best, hope all of us do well!!! *yAwN* juz to comment that NYP guys all very short lor...so short like....same height as me?!?!?! Gosh....terrible...shall stop here and go do my things le...report again tonight.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Hey...i woke up late today, went to campus late too. Cuz i woke up late? Felt bad le...cuz they all went thru almost half of all the questions. Then after that i went to photocopy notes, after that i went to do module evaluation for D then go eat the decided to go Rong Ee's house..spent some time there...help her to delete the virus files then left her house to North Point then to Woodlands the Causeway Point to meet Eryan & Sowmiya for dinner at BK! First time all of us went out together, it was really enjoyable! But Sowmiya had to leave before us so then after that we continue shopping lor..then after that realized that Eryan was really good at choosing clothes...she can like be a style doctor man!!! She kind of rock and cool le!!! Goodness....if only i am as good as her in sense of style and writing. LOL....then after that we go to the night market beside Causeway Point. Then until 9.45pm lydat then we go take train and go home. LOL...very late eh!! So tired...then on my way back that time then realized that i dint record my 7pm to 10pm channel U drama series!!!!!!!! Sigh....but never mind...cuz i spent a wonderful time with all of them. When i get home and online that time, she was online too...then she asked me for my anwer to her email....GOSH.....cant the both of 'em juz gimme a break or something? Juz stop making my life miserable ok?! When someone is tired and sick of it, they wont even care about it at all...it was not that i dun treasure, i really do treasure our friendship alot...but when the person is really tired and sick of it....fewer she would even think about it and she cant do anything...i juz need some time ok? Juz leave me alone first, there really is no problem with me ok? But u both juz keep thinking that i am wrong, ok then...fine...i'm sorry ok?
Friday, October 22, 2004
Still in the campus...in the computer lab now! Freezing cold, dunno which idiot go turn the air-con down so cold! Argh!!! Since morning i kept thinking that my lesson was until six and 'DAMN' only until 11a.m. but due to me dumbness i did my module evaluation at home until 3a.m. did not pay off at all...cuz my name was appeared that i dint do my module evaluation 'fcuk' dunno what the heck was that, can log in but cannot receive by the lecturer. Whatever......guess what,thiz moring i still told my bro-in-law that i will be off at six and asked him to fetch me, but i am now like...........off already. Might be going to North Point later with Rong Ee & Hazel to Swensen to eat the ice-cream with brownie. Hazel supposed to swim today but then....in the end it rained...it wasnt the first time already, maybe Hazel really is the 'rain lady' LOL....sigh...this morning when Rosy Tay told us our ICA grade, we were all disappointed got onli A...we expected we to get like Distintion but...argh...so unfair...guess Rosy Tay juz too lazy to do justification for us to get distinction!!! Argh....forget it, at least i am happy today, cuz my HS 1036 theory test got 25 marks!!!! Better than the previous test!!!! I am really glad, at least it paid off for studying until so late!!!! Previously Janet Chua gave the whole class the wrong score and i scored like 20 marks...it was a huge blow to me...cuz thought i might be doing better. Luckily it was juz the wrong score le!!!! If not i would be like damn damn damn depress lor ;) so happy!!! Gotta go now...TaTa (stupid blog, maybe should sign up something like a journal would be batter.But dunno where to find...no choice...do comment k?!)
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Great...whole day at home...imagine...its so bored!!!!!! Argh!!!!!! Really wonder whether that girl in his friendster is his gf anot...Sigh...so sad..should have tell him i like him last time..for most kena rejected only mah. But dint wanna get ignore either..sigh..ok fine..nvm....what abt TE then? Sigh...Ms Chew said keep him as friends cuz might have chance...but like...no fate at all lor...like him since sec 1 or 2...until now still the same lor...no chance!!! Goodness....cant help but kept thinking about that day at his house...hahaha!!! Very good experienced...bleah...watching channel 5 Shang Hai Noon now...damn lame and funny.....
i realli hate writing blog..cuz it is like the orchard pack pattern, but should see from another perspective(sociologist). anyway hi for the first time...but i have something that made me so mad and sick and irritated so the only and last resort was to enter a blog so that everyone around me would read this and i dun need to repeat it again and again! It was like damn the both of them and what the fcuk it is when she and her both complained about me and then when i started to make changes and she and her both like cant be bothered? and when i am tired to promt she and her to see my changes anymore, she and her said i am being ridiculous. so whatever that is i am always in the wrong? why dun she and her go and reflect about themselves before come complaining about me?! juz bitches....anyway our friendship end for good. she and her dun even know how i feel and why i choose to do it this way so dun anyhow accused me for being...mean to the both of u?
I am just a girl with a dream.
A dream that I can never reach.