FrOgGiE's LiFe

The End

2006-06-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, this will be the last entry. Anyways, juz dint wanna type anymore. Thankz for being with me for the past year. Gtg, byebye~!

Screw Up

2006-05-18T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hey, you know what is the last thing that u should do in your life??? That is to screw up your own life by making a very wrong decision.

Really dont know how to begin with it. All you should know is i think i screwed up my life. Very depressed and concern about my own future. But what to do? I had made a wrong decision and it is screwed. Bless me.....bye~

Celebration

2006-04-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

Dear dear came to fetch me after my work, as usual he will always wait for me at the drop off point at KKH whenever i am posted there. As i walked toward him i saw he bought my helmet and left it on the seat and waiting for me to wear it. Hehehe....then i actually saw a small bouquet of flower, and i was so happy. Hehehe....i forgot to take de picture of the flower. But i hung it dry.
He brought me to this restaurant near the indoor stadium. The ambience was great, facing the river and very lovely weather. Hahaha....got it on the picture of the tower. See it at the bottom. Hehehe.... food is not so bad either. After the dinner i went to his house to stay over, as he forgot to bring his glasses then tomorrow cannot ride bike if he remove his contact lenses.

Anyways, quite late liao, tomorrow i have attachment still. Goodnight.

First Year Anniversary

2006-04-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hello~ a week since i last blogged. Anyways, kinda mad thou its our first year. The official time is about 2 hours and 17 mintues away, 17th April at 2:30 a.m.. Earlier in the afternoon i asked dear to stay over night at my house, and he dont want. Kinda sad about that, cuz i thought i wanna spent the night by my side at least, then the next morning he will then go work.

Around 9 p.m. we said goodbye as he is going home liao. Then i told him why i wanted him to stay. And he told me that he thought it was tomorrow!!!!! Tomorrow??!!! Tomorrow 2:30 a.m. is the 18th already, no longer 17th. Kinda disappointed with him, for 22 years of his life, he dint know that after 12mn is the next day~ *sIgh* Fed up... thats why i am typing now. Arghhhh...

Anyways, Happy First Year Anniversary~! Loveyea always~! *mUaCk*

Freshmen Orientation

2006-04-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

Woke up late today, supposed to be there by 7:30 a.m., but i couldnt wake up, so yeah i was late. When i got there the whole atrium look chaotic, dunno where is my group. Searched for them and finally saw Veron and then Amelia. Next i found myself running around and asking everyone where is Mr. Syed. Finally, i found him after some hide-n-seek. I asked for the "exculsive" yellow orientation T-Shirt, but it was out of stock. So Mr. Syed gave me the OPEN HOUSE black shirt~!!!!! THANKS SO MUCH, SIR! But i actually want the YELLOW shirt!!!!!! *ArGh* Wasted!! Should have been there earlier!!!!

Then i helped out a little here and there. Get to know my group Jr. Student Mentors and my Group. Anyways, i took group NR0610 again...and same group with Amelia. *sIaNz* Halfway thru their orientation in the auditorium, Amelia and me then left the place to get our lunch and chop a place for lunch for our mentees. We decided to have it at LTK there. Hazel and her Jr. Student Mentor tag along with us too. The 26 packets of rice was kinda heavy lo, not light. Then we arrange everything nicely for them. But then later Hazel, Amelia and me eat the lunch first so we wont be like squeezing with them later and also afterward have to play game!

Finally, after more than 1/2hr my group came liao. Made them take their seat and start to have their lunch. The lecturer kinda did a small ice-breaker, but it only managed to go halfway and most of them already finished their food liao. Then Amelia and me juz talked to the lecturer. After the lunch we went in the LTK 3 to let their lecturer to have a word with them. Blah blah blah blah.... The Jr. Student Mentor gave out the TimeTable to them. Then they taught them how to read it. But it seems like the more they explain the more confused the freshmen are. HAHAHAHAHA....then the lecturer add in, it turned out worst wor! Then Amelia tried, it also failed. Finally, i tried, and everyone understood exactly what i said~!!!! MuaHahahHAhahaha..................... So proud of myself. ( I buay paiseh one!) Anyways, we almost forgot that every group need to come up with a cheer. Hahahaha.........Brainstorming is on the way.

After the lunch we actually have to go back to the auditorium to prepare for the game. As we walked back, we were all thinking for one cheer.... But only one of the mentees is brave enough to tell us her idea. Her cheer was great and cute~
It goes;
Group 10 are you ready?!( 1 man shout )
Ever ready!!( whole group )

Stand up ( clap x 2 )
Be proud ( clap x 2 )
Say our name ( clap x 2 )
Out loud ( clap x 2 )
We are from ( clap x 2 )
Group 10 ( clap x 2 )
Who dares to mess with us will be Chao Ta ( x2 )
SSSsssssss ( burnt sound )

Cool?? Finally, it came to the game. I lead them~ very fun~ I made them run! Yeah...RUN!! But this time the game was way better than last year's!! My team was doing really great. We scored like FULL marks for the first 2 stations! Coolz huh?? But sadly, i gotta leave the place at 4 p.m. where after the 4th game station i left. Anyways, shall they have fun! I had to go to take my final theory test, but it sucked anyway.

Seriously, i failed the 2nd time! Seriously?!?!?! Gosh....i really dint know how to pass the test man! And finally i got back to the place after the test. I was then came to know that my group got the BEST TEAM SPIRIT AWARD!!!! Cool huh?

And the weirdest thing of all is that...............i actually talked to Gerad!!!! Anyways, i enjoyed my whole day~ Proud to lead NR0610!!! Gtg.....TCTC~ Bye!!!

Anonymous

2006-04-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

Thanks girls, for defending me. I know you girls love me, and so do i. Only people whom are ashame of their name put Anonymous, you know? Like that Anonymous that juz tagged on weeks ago?

Dear Anonymous,
Seriously, i think that you don't actually know what is modelling all about, aren't you? In modelling, you DON'T need to have exactly the body. All you need is CONFIDENCE. Hmmm...you do not have the right to judge if i have the criteria to be a model, apparently you are NO professional in modelling and you Seriously don't know what modelling is about. How do i know? Cuz you concluded a person if they can be a model or not with their figure.
Seriously, whoever you are, i don't care. And Seriously, if you have the figure then go for competition to prove that you can be a model. If not just shut up, maybe you will be a more wonderful person. Because this my blog, i have the freedom to say whatever i wanted to, you know? If that is not clear enough, you may wanna ask your English teacher what does freedom of speech means. Maybe your English is as bad as mine or worst.
Seriously, if you said i am childish. What makes you better than me when you reacted in the "you think is appropriate" kinda way to me? It just shows that you are more childish than i do to the others whom are reading my blog. Since i am childish, you reacted this way, you are nowhere sainter than i do ;)
One last thing, everytime i see you people reacting this way to my blog entries, it just feel like i am reading some jokes. Hahaha....

-=fr0gg3=-

P/S: I am not such a bad person actually. Only when i am fed up with things, i can be nasty. Hahaha...

Finally, Its Over!

2006-04-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

YO, finally my exam is over!!! But i think i might get sub paper for 2 modules, HS 2035 & 2079. But heck first, i will enjoy my time first then talk about the sub papers. Hahahahaha... going for attachment next week onward. Boring boring boring!!!!! *SiGh* dear dear not here with me after my exams!!! SIAN.............................................................. Seriously, it is really really bored~ Gtg bye!

What Breed Of Dog Am I?

2006-04-05T18:23:00.000+08:00

What Breed Of Dog Am I?
Cocker Spaniel

No bones about it, you're a perky, loving Cocker Spaniel. (Think Lady from Lady and the Tramp.) Playful and energetic, you're a real people person — er, dog. People can't help but fall hook, line, and sinker for your friendly, well-rounded personality and natural charm. It's a subtle thing, though — being outgoing and flirtatious, not showy, is the name of your game. Friends, co-workers, and potential dates can't help liking you. How could they not? Your winning-yet-humble ways make you popular, admired, and a joy to be around. Woof!

My Lucky Charm

2006-04-05T17:51:00.000+08:00

My Lucky Charm
The Four-Leaf Clover

Four-leaf CloverEven if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm. Druids used four leaf clovers to see evil spirits and friendly fairies. If you start seeing magical things however, we recommend laying off the clovers for a while. In fact, you don't even need to possess the actual clover. A necklace, pendant, key chain or tattoo promises the same good fortune of the ancients. Take note brides and grooms—the mere dream of a four-leaf clover foretells of a successful marriage. Actually finding one might mean quadruplets.

Seriously

2006-03-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

Seriously D, u think u have the right to judge if i am mature enough, seriously? Apparently i can also see if yesterday debate u have lost, i believe so that u will definitely said the same thing. Pls dont deny that u wont, cuz u Will. So neither u or anyone have de right to judge me, seriously. And Wei Siang, it is my class business. U dont know de situations so stayed out of it, dont forget ur class have bitches similar to this situation. And U should know better. Sometimes, somethings can see from the surface and No explanations is needed. Cuz people will twist their words around if u give them chance to explain, and i seriously dont wanna hear that. That will be so fake and even double the time of my bitchness. Seriously, i dont think anyone get what i mean, cuz u're not the one in my shoes having all these shit throwing to u. So u wont know. Debbie, seriously pls juz dont comment, cuz i believe u and someone else will say the same thing if ur group had lost Yesterday. Thanks..

Why?

2006-03-14T13:41:00.000+08:00

Why people who are actualli in the wrong always like to turn situations the other way to say that the other party is in the wrong?? Why?! 2 person did that to me and 1 person did it to my mother. Like what on Earth is this man?!

For my mother case, my sister is literally in the wrong. What she did in the past upset my mother so much. In fact my mother even felt cheated by her own daughter!!! Then last night when i was away at Cal's house they both argued~ Yeah, things always happened when i am not around. WHY??? Sigh, i really dint asked much from my sister, all i want is for her to be more understanding towards her own mother and know that my mother love her so much. That everything my mother did is for my sister and the family. But it seems like she never understand that. She said my mother is not happy with everything she did, cuz my mother showing her long face recently. But hey, mummy is truely upsent than anything else. Where got mother and daughter got Ge Ye Chou one??? Sigh....jie...from my advice, see thing from another angle. Mummy really love u alot, so anything that u did WILL ONLY upset her than to anything else.

And from my side, that 2 person should know who they are...Character A, back to da certain situation........ Sigh.....this person said that she is truely disappointed with me of what i did. BUT she actualli dont have de right to, When we were in the situation she have de right to stop what is infront of her but she did not and she can tell others that she is truely disappointed with me??? Hey she should go touch her concious and ask herself that question.
Character B, being angry with not apparent reason when i dint even offended her worst come to worst she is my close friend. She can jolly well said that whatever i did now, she wont care anymore. When i was like HUH?? what did we argue over??? And when all the time she is the one u know talking sarcastically to me and stuffs. My previous entry she read it and she said it is rude, but i seriously dont think that my entry is rude. In fact it is nothing to be compare to her words of sarcasm to me.

Nobody

2006-03-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

Nobody had understand what I said, and it is proven that criticism from the blog owner seems to be more important than what and how the owner feels. You read someone's blog is to know what happened to that person and how they feel, instead of just bother about the criticism written by the owner than anything else. And even when the English grammar of that owner sucks, it is still his/her own business. It is not as if anyone can blog with perfect English without single bit of grammar or spelling mistakes. Unless u scored Distinction for you're English, still you may have some mistakes. I don't think anyone have the right to said that one's English sucks when their own is not as good.

This Is My Area, My Site

2006-03-13T01:03:00.001+08:00

Yeah, maybe u all think that i am bitchy, a backstabber and stuffs but that is me, i say what i like in my blog, be it offened someone or not. Blog is my area to juz let it off.

Whose Problem Is It?

2006-03-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

Mj this is going out to u. Well, what i had written at ur blog, juz leave it. Maybe here is a better place to explain. Well, u have been sacastic to me, i dunno why. U said that is was due to "after years of happenings." Well, that is disappointing to know. You too did smth and said things that are hurting n all, But i love u as my friend so i forgive n forget on things that happened n moved on. But i dont understand why u said u love me as ur friend n yet to forgive n forget?? I had always know that u always like to be sacastic to me, but most of the time i juz brushed it off. But everything u do people have their limits in that, certain things u Can be sacastic but certain things u Cant. I called u a bitch was bcuz i am pissed off and fedup with ur sarcasm. And u were really not of clear mind when u were speaking. It is known that i am R**********, so what?!?!?! And i do not dispise those ppl whom are the same as i am, so u should not have said what u had said. You have not yet been thru those kinda situations that made u turn agaist it, so juz respect my decisions. I did not said what i did in the past was right, everyone have their faults in the past and so do u. I did not say that friendship is not important, but i have my own things to do too~! I juz cant believed that u actually said that i dont care abt u. I was having exam and my debate ica on the same day, i need to be online with my team mates to discuss the problem we faced. And my exam i have not yet studied and i think i will be failing the paper. Please dont assume, be more understanding and STOP ur sarcasm.

Of my own opinion: i dont think u have changed much, but remembering all those unhappy things that happened and build a wall btw u and other ppl.

P/S: when the time comes that u realised that u truely DONTcare, plz let me know, so i would stop wasting my time. Thankz ( words of sarcasm, do u like it, mj?)

Jo, I Dont Care

2006-03-11T01:48:00.000+08:00

Hey Jo, this is going out to you. Actually that day i was pretty unhappy when you said that they wont like it if i continue to speak in some way. What i want to tell u is that I DONT CARE. First thing first, when i mixed with different ppl i speak differently and behave differently. I dont think u know that yet. Secondly, the way that some of them speaks ACTUALLY offended me, annoyed me, and other other stuffs. So i was juz talking like them, i dont see anything wrong?! I dont remember that i had ever said anything to u about what they said had offened me cuz i know maybe they dint meant it or they are juz born lydat. I dont know, cuz i dont know them well like u do. Lastly, if they dont like me SO BE IT, cuz I DONT CARE!! Girl, do u get me?? I can go home by myself, I WONT DIE THAT WAY. Clear?? Thanks.

An Unfair Debate

2006-03-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

**Anyone of NR0433 classmates who want to read it, read it at ur own risk. No offence or anything, but this is how i feel, i am juz saying from my point of view and criticizing the situation. No annoynimus should give any nasty comment on my blog or anywhere else... Cuz should u people put urself in my shoes and tell me if u deserve it. Anyone of the AFFIRMATIVE group member's friends, this is too going out to u. I would pretty much appreciated.

Today during one of my lesson tutorial we had a debate on abortion. Time was 2:00pm in the afternoon at one of blk H level 6 classroom, and my group is Against Abortion. Before the arrival of this day, my group went to do alot of research and sit down to discuss this seriously. Loads of efforts had been put in. We had 2 meetings with the opposing team to discuss briefly on how to do. During the meeting my members always seemed more prepared and with loads of information hoping to share some with them and vice versa. But the opposing team did not seem so. They were like so free sitting around and like so FEW infomations to share with us. Other than that we also had decided on the Floor Judges to be Rasi, Pei Qin and Azrina. Everyone agrees including the opposing team, Rasi would be more on siding my team, PeiQin will be more on siding the opposing team. And for Azrina's vote, it will be the only one whom can deciding who will be the winner.

Today is the day of the debate. My group have the facts and examples. While the other group juz with some brief infos. Cuz we had heard some of the team members have not been doing the work. Well, what is actually happening there i do not know and it is none of my business. It was quite chaotic when my group entered. Kinda confused with the situations and nervous at the same time. Finally we all sat down. I was trying to gather the judges we had previously agreed to. But then i was told by Azrina that Rdhwan, PeiQin and WanTing was already sitting down there as the judges. I was like so damn shocked!!! Cuz i dint expect that the AFFIRMATIVE team actually juz picked the judges like that!!!! This is so TOTALLY UNFAIR! Look at the "judges" they are all friends of one of the AFFRIMATIVE group members!! I was shocked and went blank, but i did not want to make a scene out of it. While i think back i think i SHOULD HAVE.

When the debated started at the first speaker things are still so alright. BUT when it comes to the second speaker, the content they were saying all changed. They are like debating to the scenario rather than the ethical principle which we are supposed to talk about. They misled us greatly. Due to their lack of infomations. So that made my whole group confused and panic! Well, we did out best that we have all the facts and examples. During the floor moment, Sowmiya stood up for my team, anyways, she will never agree to abortion one. then things went on, the AFFIRMATIVE team rebut back and so fourth. Then there comes Ben, saying all the nonsense cuz he was hoping his group can win. (But at the end of the debate he told Sowmiya that he is against abortion one but do it for the sake of his group to win. What a BIAS person he is and a CROWARD!).

During the judging moment, our dear Debbie was saying no BIASNESS. Yeah, thats right, but HELLO!!! Who will believe that they WONT be BIAS???????? Before the announcement of the result, one of the "judges" said he will NOT be BIAS. Well, will he dare to face GOD and said that their decision made was TOTALLY NEUTRAL?? HA!! They will be sent to hell then, the result was that the AFFRIMATIVSCREW U UPSIDE DOWN THEN NO HARD FEELINGS. Losers i can see from them, desperately want to win while not willing to put in any effort. To me those are Loserz. Dint expect them to do that

This is how i think, i was angry, i forgave but i could not forget. Part of it are words of anger
Well, i really think that the AFFIRMATIVE group cant afford to LOSE due to their lack of effort and get their own friends to side them. That is a behaviour of a loser. Not applying the Ethical Principles fully is also their lack of effort while we did. I think that my group deserved to win more than they do. Well, yeah one of the group members from the AFFIRMATIVE group can tell me "ivy, no hard feelings ah".

Final, I still dont think they deserved to win in this situation. LOSERS!!!

Self-Centered!!

2006-03-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

ARGGHHHH...WHY WHY WHY!!!! Why is my sister and nieces at home are all so self-centered. Fine my other relatives also, but luckily i am not living with them!!! Arghhh...Dont know what is with my sister, yesterday she brought back alot of clothes from HK then asked maida to wash, but its all her clothes la, so nvm. But it is so ridiculous that she even brought Elvin's clothes back for her to wash!!!!! Like HELLO!!! Mai's priority duty is to take care of OUR dad lo!!! Ridiculous!!! And the worst thing was that she dint pay for de maid ok? We are the one paying her lo! I asked my sister to come back home is not tell to take money from mummy and spent like nobody's business!!!! Cuz now mummy like working her ass off to help her pay de debts and she there everyday spent like no one's business!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!! How can she be so inconsiderate?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??! I rather she dint come back lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont know when will she learn the lesson!!!!!!! Forever de lo, she like wont grow up and be one RESPONSIBLE ADULT de lo!!!!! And my nieces, worst!!!!!! THEY always take my SANITARY PAD!!!!!!! And i am actually using WHISPER!!! Its bloody expensive!!! THEY, also want to use WHISPER and ONLY WHISPER!!!! But why cant they go buy themselves????? When i was their age, i either take $$$$ from mummy or i will SAVE the money to go buy my own pads!!!!! HECK!!! I juz hide it somewhere they cant find la!!!!! SICKENING!!!!!!! WHY ALWAYS LIKE THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I HATE IT!!!!! WHY THEY SO NIAO????????? ARGHHHH...enough of these! I am leaving!!! BYE!!

W800i

2006-03-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyoyo!! I finally broght my NEW PHONE!!!! AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA..........FINALLY!!!!!! W800i ROCKS!!!!

My Life Rating

2006-03-03T01:43:00.000+08:00

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	7.8
Mind:	6.6
Body:	7.3
Spirit:	7.3
Friends/Family:	4
Love:	6.2
Finance:	6.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

My Life Analysis:

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately.

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is not bad, but could be improved upon. Your mental health is not weak, but you are not achieving full mental clarity and function. Learn how to unclutter your mind. Keep learning, keep improving, continue moving forward.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is relatively high, which means you are rewarded by your beliefs. Spirituality is clearly important to do. Never let it slip, and continue to learn and grow.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score suffers, yet it does not need to be this way. Strengthen your social network by reaffirming old bonds. Seek out new friendships, and they will provide you the reward you need.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. Your love score is fairly average. Things could be worse, and thankfully they aren't. But you must work to improve this area, turn an average score into a great score.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did.

Exam

2006-03-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

Arghhh....exam coming soon liao. Next week got clinical theory test on Wednesday and research methods on Friday!!! OMG....so sian lo....*SiGh* dont know what to update also!!! Hmmm....hopefully by tml or Saturday i will be able to get my new W800i le!!!! Arghhhhh....I WANT A NEW PHONE!!! This month i cannot shop cuz no money!!! Ahahahahahahaha.....for the sake of the latest technology!!! Feel dumb, but my current phone really cannot make it also liao...anyways, gtg la. Byebye!!

Sweet Valentine's Day

2006-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Wow~ kinda enjoyed myself yesterday with dear dear!! He gave me flowers will post my pictures here. Hehehe....
Yesterday after school he went to fetch me and gimme da bouquet of flowers at the waiting area of NYP, then da security saw! Haha...a bit paiseh la. Then i asked how come he dint like, u know, wait outside my class to gimme. Then he said he called me juz now was to ask me where was i. But i was having lesson unable to answer!! Then i was like, u can sms me de right? Well, maybe at that particular moment he was dumb. HAHAHA....sounds bad... but i really appreciate the flowers he gave!! Love it so much!!! After that we went home straight, i was tired....
Around 8 p.m. we went out, he drove me to BIG FISH to eat. Crowded it was, but he made a reservation... luckily~ *PhEw* Hahaha.....dint really like the atmosphere there la, and so was he. Hahaha......both of us was a little quiet there, cuz the restaurant is very small and squeezy wor!!! De gap bwt each table was onli pathetic 2 INCHES!!! Please everyone, DO NOT visit that restaurant during any festival days!! HAHAH.....It was like whatever u say, other people can hear de lo. Then da both of us decided to quickly eat and leave da place.. HahHA....
Then i spent my night at his house lo...cuz he wants me to say over lo.....We spent almost $100 the whole day! Kinda waste money, cuz i wasnt on the mood yesterday to spend..
I will get him Calvin Klein underwear by this weekend!! Hehehe....gtg do revision liao!! Bio ICA prac only around the corner, i better get starting!! Byebye!!

P/S: Here is da flowers!

Chinese New Year (CYN)

2006-01-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

Boring, second day of new year and i am doing nothing but staying at home with dear dear!! OMG...cant believe that, and mummy she is opening her stall!!!! *ArRrGgHh*........So weird lo...I am so fine when mummy said she dint want to go to aunt's house. It doesnt matter to me, but what i actually felt weird was that mummy actually open stall...OMG....Dont know what to say la. Then dear dear also dint go Bai Nian. Dont know why la...He had been staying over night at my house so recently and i felt bad about it cuz its new year and he dint go home lo. *SiGh* He is so sweet, all he want is to see me......Anyways, i going out to have my dinner liao..byebye!!

Reunion Dinner

2006-01-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

Yo...had my reunion dinner earlier on. But sad... daddy is in the hospital still. He had a epilapsy on Tuesday. Really dint expect that to come at all...*SiGh* Felt sad that daddy cannot have reunion dinner with us. Went to CGH to visit him juz now. His hand is swollen!!! *ArRgGh*...But luckily he dont feel pain or neither is there any burning sensation....*PhEw* And poor thing, he is once again NBM!!! OMG!!! Heartached to see my daddy with NG tube, I/V N/S!!! *SiGh* Tears dropped, i've seen so much. I felt sad too even if its not my daddy, and it hurt so much to see ur love one in hospital............anyways, gtg! Byebye!!

P/S: Happy Lunar New Year everyone!!! May everyone have a good year ahead and collect abundance of Ang Pao!!

What Is Wrong

2006-01-24T10:03:00.000+08:00

Hey, i got one major qns to ask to all the ladies out there!!! Do you ladies really think that you wanna get married & give birth in the future? Think before you answer!!

For my answer is NO! I used to think that i wanna get married & have a happy family kinda stuffs. But now...it juz turned me off totally!! You see, to me getting married & giving birth are such a major responsibilities. And i dont think i wanna take or have that. Getting married means that u gotta commit urself to only ONE man. If u are single BUT attached, u dont really need that, u know? And LOVE is a very serious matter, cuz when someone love u, he/she will do anything for u. It is like literally ANYTHING!! Which is terrible...juz imagine that u have a gf/bf that love u so much and going crazy over u each day without failed for the rest of his/her life, and planned to even get married and have kids with u. But u end up realized that u dont wan to get married and to have kids, how are u going to put that across to him/her?? Confused? U gotta find answer for yea own mess...

Giving birth??? For me the most i can give in is to get married and NO FURTHER! Get married, and ADOPT child. NOT giving birth!!! Cuz its a NO situation, NO bargain or anything, if my husband/bf wants this.. i will be happy to tell him to get another woman!! And leave me alone and stop bothering me about giving birth!!!

*SiGh* Recently i also felt kinda depress, stressed up and stuffs, thinking about my future and the possibility that i will be forced and be put in a situation whereby i have to do things that i am so unwilling to do. But for the sake of what?? For the sake of someone that love me?? And at this moment i dunno know what is love about. It is like what i am doing now is juz like finding a man that love me so much and that would take good care of me and our children in order to have a wonderful family???? Doesn't this sound so familiar to u?? Why do every man and lady wants to find a wonderful gf/bf?? Cuz they want someone whom willingly to bare child for them and taking care of them?????? Is it that all of us have to do that Human Cycle thingy once we are brought onto this earth??? I dont know myself, i am lost, confused and searching for my answer. Different people may have different views, many may said that "Yes, we have to do the Human Cycle thingy.", while many may say "No, it depends on individuals.". So what now??? Can my answer juz drop from the sky or may i have to accept the way life will be or would be??

-=Thinking=-

Model Wannabie

2006-01-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

I think i am going crazy about modeling man!! Watching VS's show & ANTM it makes me feel so much of wanting to be one of them!!!! Thou i may not have the body, but i got what it takes to be one of them!! Like i know how i should pose, cat walks, expressions & etc... Yeah!!! I can do it!! Somehow i really hope i was born some one else someone that is not a chinese but a blondey or brunett with altered genes!! Actually all ang mos genes are altered!!! Hahaha...unbelieveable right?? Yeah, thats what i heard of!!! Hahaha... Well, who cares after all??? They look great dont they?? Anyways, gtg...wanna cont' with my modelling dream!!!!

Maid Is Juz A Maid

2006-01-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Yeah, wanna know what happened yesterday? Well, maybe Jo said it right about my maid, she is not that good afterall. Very bitchy instead.
Yesterday i realized a lil' diff about her, but i didnt ask. Cuz i was in a rush to go out. After i left the house i realized i forgot about something, so i decided to went back while i was only at the lift there only. So i went back, and i saw her crying. I was like..what is wrong with her? She told me that i gave her alot of work to do and stuffs! Well, i told her those that i asked u to do one can take your time to finish it before CNY. But i dont know what de fuck she heard me saying, and think that i wanted her to finish all the work by weekend. I tried to comfort her, but it dint work and she threaten that she wanna tell the agent ( like i scared)..well, cant be bothered, dear was waiting for me in the rain to fetch me to watch movie. Kept horning to rush me~ Then my maid asked me to go... So i left.
Well, i tot she will be fine after that. But no....she went DTE told my mom about it and all. So my mom called. I told her this afternoon she went to United Square to send food to my sis. So she was like gone for 5 hours (to & back journey). Then she told my mom that i gave her so much work and other than that, she have to rush here and there for my mother and my dad's lunch time. Blah blah blah.....and hello~~~ she went off to United Square for like 5 bloody hours~~ so many things can be done within this hours! Why cant she juz tell my sister that she cant go? Well, cuz she wanna go out walk walk and now complain empty promises to my mother...STUPID MAID!
My mom called me few times juz to talk about this matter, well, i cried too, cuz i was angry and fustrated! Cuz i dint do anything lo~ And later at night mummy called again this time she told me that the way i asked her to do things like asking a slave lydat! WTF??? I didnt at all...and fuck her mouth that she dare to say i did that while i always said THANK YOU after she did something for me. Isnt that a big bitch??? OMG....Cannot stand her! Well, if she wants she can go off.. i cant be bothered. Someone out there will do this matter of taking care of my dad and the house work.
Oh yeah, about me asking her to do alot of work thing? Its bullshit from her~ Even thou i did asked her to do alot, but i dint give her any date line ok? Like she can take her time to do as long as its before CNY can liao. And all those chores i asked....are for the whole family. Not me alone! Last time no one asked my ex maid to do anything at home so she becomes lazy, and now i did i am blamed for "torturing her". Yeah, is that what a person get when that person is juz thinking about the whole family??? And also i asked her to handwash my clothes, it is a week laundry that i asked her to wash for me one. Well, i see no wrong lo. Cuz the whole weekday she did not like handwash my clothes lo...BITCH...said i give her alot of work??? Bitch... i will not give in to her. If she wanna argue about this..HAHAHA...she will get it lo. Oh yeah, if she was refering to the curtains i asked her to wash is too much (I dont think so, so is my mom). Cuz i told her to take her time to wash as long as it is done before CNY and she had like 10 days before CNY when i asked her to do.
Well, she is dumb to bring down everything at one time and wash together. Cuz i told her to take down one set a day to wash and then put it back so she wont felt like that is alot. But she dint take what i said and do it her way. Blame who? Her stupidity lo.....And u know what? She broke my fav bowl yesterday morning and accusing me back that i "Ill-treated" her? What on earth is that man~~ Is there some justice on this earth? She should try going to those family that ill-treat their maids one then she know... LOL...Dumb ass!! Gtg byebye....

Angry

2006-01-18T12:32:00.000+08:00

Yooo...now me & Jo in eplaza, dunno doing what la...me trying to study but ended up typing this bloggie le~ What de? In 3-4 hours time i will be having my BCLS theory! Frightening....hopefully i can pass la. *SiGh* Stupid dear, juz now dint sleep then now cannot come acc me study. I DONT LIKE HIM, always like that de leh. Pre-discussed things then ended up changed the whole sequence de leh!!! Very sickening de lo. Dont know why he everytime lydat de. I was hoping for him to acc me study, now i doont know who to hang out with so decided to stay with Jo... *ArGhhhhh* Qu Si La~ So alone.......Wish me luck ok? *SiGh* Better go study now...byebye!

Genting Trip

2006-01-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

WoAhhhh~~~ I AM BACK!!! HAHAHAHA....its so so so fun man!!! The coolest part was that it had a indoor & outdoor themepark!!! Yeah, in & outdoor!! HAHAHA.....it is more than 10 years since the last time i went there liao. And back then i was so so so so young. I got nothing to do at all! Dear also got go with me le, cuz mummy asked him to go de, why? Cuz mummy said after she go into the casino then nobody play with me liao. So she ask dear to go along together lo. Hehehe.... I had a great time with him. Both of us play until crazy at the outdoor themepark sia! Cuz its really very very fun lo! It is way better than ESCAPE ah!! And some more the ticket is the same price with ESCAPE lo! HAahaha....ESCAPE sucks sia!! But he is such a pig, sleep so early all the time sia! Sickening! But well, he really take care of me...lovely person le!
On the last day we travel down to KL to look at Chi Chong Gai...heard alot about the place but first time i was there! Nothing much actually, cuz it look exactly like bugis street sia. Except that they got cars going thru the street nia. Hahaha....well, we dint really buy anything la, only dear managed to get a pair of shoes & 3 dvd game le! Hehehe...very fun! I love him! Dear made this trip more enjoyable for me le....hehehe....well, with my mummy also as fun, but she is in the casino most of the time le...gtg liao la! Late le!! Byebye!!

So Excited!

2006-01-03T14:27:00.000+08:00

Yoyo....i am going to Genting tonight!!! Yeah!!! So excited le!!! Finally get the chance to go somewhere away from sg with mummy liao!!! I've been waiting for this man!! The last time i went overseas with mummy was like at least 10 years ago??? Estimated lydat la.....I am really happy and excited about this trip, hopefully it will be fun, yeah? Hahaha....friends, pls do not miss me! I will be back in 3 days time le! Hahaha....love yea all!! I gtg now! bye bye!!

Happy New Year!!

2006-01-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yoooo.......juz now i went to ECP highway to watch the 15mins fireworks for new year count down. Hehe...very nice, but my poor mummy was at Downtown East there selling things. She worked whole day liao, then me so Bu Xiao Shun dint go help her. *SiGh* Cuz got my dear around. Sorry mummy.....she really very poorthing lo, ppl all count down she still working lo. Hopefully one day mummy can also go count down with me le. Ok, back to the fireworks, it was really great man!! For an instant the whole ECP highway stopped for like 15mins for the fireworks!! *SiGh* Another new year and one year older liao, how i wish i will always stay at 18 and wont grow up anymore! ArGhhhh....anyways, gtg liao, very late le...byebye!!

Dear's Graduation Ceremony

2005-12-29T02:01:00.000+08:00

Yoyo...juz came back from dear's sergent graduation ceremony. This is his 2nd graduation ceremony i had attened. The previous one was the SHS de la...lol....only his mom & me nia. But this time got his dad, grandma, sister & me le! Hahaha...more fun! Hehe....well, it is true that most army guys are very very despo. Hahaha...why do i agree with that? Cuz when the moment i stepped into his acadamy, it is mostly guys, and they juz kept staring at u when u are walking. Yeah.....that is it, kept staring....non-stop de! Hahaha...and the funniest thing was that, every 5 meters there will be archers directing u where to go...LOL...damn funny lo! Hahaha...stupid lo. Well, very proud of my dear....thou at times he likes to boast alot alot...but well, part of his boasting is still true. Hahaha....love him, love him!!! *MuAcK* Hehehe....Well, 6 months of suffering for him is finally over liao...haha...gtg liao la, tml still got to work! Byebye!!

Dear's Family

2005-12-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hello, last night i stayed over at dear's. Then he told me tml got alot of food, cuz they will be Bai Bai to the ancesstors. So i asked him, will there be alot of ppl coming, but he say he dont think so. But this morning when i woke up, i heard like alot of ppl outside lo!!! Like WTF?! I asked him then he told me dont have then now so many ppl flooded in?!?!?!?!?!?! OMG~~~ I still look so untidy n sleepy, like so paiseh to go out lo. Like it is not very nice right? Some more its my first time see them lo. First impression is very important de lo. WTF?! But no matter how i trying to tell him he dont understand la! Sickening! I mean, they have been having this kinda thing so often, he should know if there will be ppl coming anot mah, then he tell me dont have. Qu Si La...LOL...AHhhhhh...
Then so many lil' cousins!! 2 of them got play maple one. Hahaha...so we were talking about maple, maple, maple....HAhahaHAh.....Then also got one girl, name ying ying...OMG~~~ cannot stand her ah! Damn irritating. I think none of us there can stand her at all lo. Hmmm...last time she wasnt that bad, but now she getting worst. LOL.....
Then later in the afternoon, Fenni & me both get so bored, we stayed in her dad's room, chased all the kids out then the both of us have girl talk inside! HAHAHA....funny........very funni talk.....that includes my dear also. Now i know why she dont like to lend him her laptop to play! HAHAHAHA.....he deserve it!!!!!! LALALALALAL....anyways gtg liao la! Byebye!!!

Christmas Day

2005-12-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

Last night dear stayed over at his cousin's then i was at home. 1:00 p.m. he came to my house, ate some food then around 2:30 p.m. we left to WWW to give presents. We were supposed to play there, but he refused to play, so i only go there give presents. Very sao xing indeed! Then we waited for Michelle to have her 2nd break...at like 4:30 p.m. lydat. After break we went back to my house rot. Hahaha.....waiting for maggot to grow.
Around like 9:00 p.m. i meet them at satay club...dint help my mummy, cuz got the other girl to help her and also not alot of ppl la. They all had dinner, i dint, cuz i got no appetite. Why? Cuz my dear like went crazy lydat, pick a fight out of no where. And i am xtremely fed up with him. Dont even feel like seeing him. Nor talking to him at all.
After they all ate, i wait for mummy to eat. Haha...then later i followed him home la. Although i dont even feel like. Cuz i was still angry after like 3 hours. Anyways, gtg liao la....byebye!

Christmas Eve

2005-12-25T05:15:00.000+08:00

Today i slept half of my day at dear's, dont know why so sleepy...Hahaha...very lazy to wake up sia. Previously i ordered a log cake for the children, dear's cousins. We reached their house like 6:00 p.m. Have dinner then aound 10:00 p.m. we cut cake. Very boring day actually. Hahaha.....Then i was waiting for mummy's call da whole day to ask me down to dte to help her. No call from her. But i already decided to go there wait for her liao la. When i reached there she say i "You Yi Xing Mei Ren Xing" like...what de? I was waiting for yea call, then she dint call. And gimme this kinda remark??? Sick leh! Anyways, i tot she will stay at home, who knows she went to play Mah Jong after that. Then around 5:00 a.m. then she came back....it was already Christmas liao...I spent my count down with mummy at her stall...byebye...

BBQ

2005-12-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

Yoyo....i juz came back from my bbq with Jo, Mj & Pamela. It was really fun le!! This morning as usual i woke up late, when i supposed to go market with Mj & Jo @ 10:00 a.m. sharp. But ended up i woke up @....12:00 p.m. noon!! Hahaha...as uaual, they both were pissed off, cuz i am always lydat. Okok...i promise i will start to try changing when Mj told us who is her Part-Time Lover & after she get married. Hahahaha....Hopefully that day come real soon. Hahaha....But before i could go meet them i gotta go dte to get some wrappers & buy some more gifts, while they are all randomly picked up by ME. After that i juz bring along the rest of the presents to go to Mj's to make de food.
After like 15 mins i reached her house. But they had already finished preparing the food, so what i have to do was to sit there and wrap my present. While i was wrapping my presents, i saw Mj's mother was cutting hair for her customer. So i juz ask her mother if she could cut my hair too, the fees was $8. Juz wanted a trimming of my hair anyways, it sucks. Then Jo & Mj told me that there are alot of food, then asked my bf along.Hahaha...Around 3:30 p.m. i left & went home to pack my stuffs & to bring some stuffs that we need for the BBQ!!
Around 5:30 p.m. was at block 444, cuz Mj asked me to buy matches & BBQ wire guaze. Then we meet at 6:00 p.m. & took a cab there, cuz the items are too HEAVY! Hahaha....
Finally we reached there within 10 mins. Then Jo & Mj go get keys, then blangah followed to clear the place, cuz its really dirty man! Then after that, Mj start up the fire. Coolz, she knows how to....Its been a long time since i last started fire. Hahaha.....Then we all started BBQing, although the weather kinda suckish, like it will rain anytime. But Lord give face answer my prayer, then dint rain....*pHeW* Hehehe....
Half way eating, Jo whispered to me that she is full liao...Then i was like....."What de, so fast?" Hahaha....Everytime when Jo is full, she starts to get irritating. Around 8:00 p.m. dear came. Wanna know what issit? Cuz everytime when Jo is full, she will asked the others to "Eat More"!! Then she will jolly well sit down there cook alot but no one wants to eat. Then she juz kept on asking us to eat her sotong balls & sausages!!! We were abt to go crazy, we talked alot of stuffs, the secondary stuffs. Our past times & all. Hahaha....Finally, everyone is FULL. Including my dear also...Hahaha...we finally decided to stop, pack the place & return the key before 10:30 p.m., if not one of them have to come back early in the morning to return the key.
The day ended like that. Mj, dear & me got bitten by ants!! HURTS!! Then dear sent me home to pack my stuffs then go his house....First time got celebration on Christmas for Mj...she is really happy i gues..haha....Merry Christmas everyone!! Gtg...byebye!!!

Raining Day

2005-12-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hello, back from work again, as usual for the 2nd week. Today something happened again, it seems like everyday must have something happened then can one. If dont have like will die lydat. Today she told me she had passed me the key together with the other items, but i told her i dint received it. Cuz those that i received i already leave it on the table or even kept it already, but she insist that she did, and that she REMEMBERED CLEARLY that she passed it to me. *SiGh* Sound like i am in the wrong again, but I REMEMBERED CLEARLY that she did not. Yeah, and finally, I found it on top of the clothes! Fine... i really wonder why everyday must have things happened to pull us even more apart de lo. I really dont know what is wrong lo! *SiGh* Then later on after our FT came, then she talked to her that time, she asked me to excuse the both of them. I really dont know what they said that i cant be part of it. Even if it is the present then so what man? Its juz a gift! No big deal, why must both of them be excused from me? Whatever that it, i do not denied that i had quite a bad temper and stuffs, but sometimes ppl juz doing a lil' way too much. Whatever!!!!!!!! Next week, i shall really relax and leave man!! Only Monday and Tuesday for me ba!!! I will be back after the first week of January le!!! *SiGh* It is still different. I love her as my friend, but why everyday must have things happened de? I thought we will be happy to be together. But it doesnt seems that way, and i think i am totally wrong about being happy when we are together.
Today also i was supposed to play WWW with YP, but ended up, there is a red date and heavy rain. Gabriel was there for his unit event, supposed to acc me until YP came. But due to the rain he left and dumb me there...anyways, gtg...byebye!

Different Means Different

2005-12-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

Back from work liao, SO tired!! Stand whole day. *SiGh* Alan is nice to put me with YP even he refused, but he juz say say only. He is the best, hmmm...i am buying present for alot of ppl le...so sad!! No $$$$ i still have to buy!! This month is my poor month too...so far i know HQ & KA will buy for me, so i gotta buy for them. Also A also got his one la, *SiGh* Maybe i should really wake up and face the fact that, A treat me like is sister is ONLY for that period of time when i keep working and seeing them all day. After mths of separation from them, that feeling to him of me like his younger sister is NO LONGER there. I am sad, really....very sad! *SiGh* Cuz since de day i know and understand how the world spin, i really hope to have a older brother. *SiGh* I thought he is not like that...but...i dont know, he is an adult, should not be like dear's "sister", u know? *SiGh* Miss the times when he really dote me like a sister..............i really really hope........*SiGh* It might be impossible......its late, gtg...byebye!

Can The Lost Be Found?

2005-12-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Actually it was supposed to be yesterday's entry, but i was at my bf's. There isn't any internet connection there, so no choice. *SiGh* Last night i told dear that this time when i went back to WWW to work, the feeling is different and i hope and wish that it would be like last time lydat. He told me that they had moved on and so should i. At that split moment, i juz felt like he dont know me at all. Well, i think in the whole group, onli WB and me felt that way ba. *SiGh* It seems like it is nothing to the rest. Other than that i also wanna said that, A is very different from last time. I dint know how to like elaborate it, but the feeling is juz different from last time. Now i sms him also no reply, nothing replied from him. Very sad....*SoBz* I had always been treating him like my kor, mention him alot of time in front of dear and mummy. Like i am so glad that i have a kor, but now it doesn't seems that way. It feels different already, we are like.............distant already, different from the past. I can't help myself, i felt so emotion and i cried a little. Trying to hide from dear that i din't, and i dont think he knows anyways, i miss having a brother. *SiGh* Well, i gtg liao....byebye!!

First Day Back In Action In WWW

2005-12-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

Yoyo....i am finally back to work @ WWW quite disorientated at the first few hours, but later on i seems to get back the hang of it liao! Very fast, cuz i used to be an expert like YP too!! Hahaha~ But somehow the atmosphere this time is quite different from last time leh. Dont know what is happening especially when i am on a different frequency for so long man!! Then yesterday still kena SUAN by Ah lun, he still said i abandon them because of bf, cca and studies!! Well, i got no choice mah!! So sad....oh yeah, they all also refused to tell me where is the time in machine. Cuz our acc there renovated liao, then the time in machine is being re-located, so they want me to take my time to find and i will be LATE! Evil huh? Hahaha~ Well, this week is kind of sad sia, cuz my shift all different from the girls!!! Arghhh....all because of STUPID Ah lun!!!! Kinda dislike him this time round!! ( if u manage to read this here, i know i will die. but who cares?) =p!! Hahaha~ Still like him like a brother sia!! Hahaha~ he is still very nice in overall le. I heard from YP they all that now he often have dinner with them. That is nice, maybe he really likes to be with us cuz we are happening and that makes him feel younger sia!! Hahaha~ Ah lun getting old!!! Tomorrow i will be @ photo kiosk sia, BORED!! All alone, nobody like photo kiosk man! Damn bored!! Nothing to do one, only flash picture sia!! Anyways, late liao la, tomorrow me morning!! Byebye...

Harry Potter And The Globet Of Fire

2005-12-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hey~ its been more than 2 weeks since the released. Haha...finally i had booked the tickets the like 3 days before the movie, in order to get a good seat and the theater!! Hehe...a very good seat at Imax theater at GV Grand. HAHA!! The movie was at 2:00 p.m. and we really take our time to reach there. After we reach there the first the we did we go buy tibits for Cold Storage lo, save money ah!! Haahaa...who cares?! We already booked the tickets!!! But when we reached there we saw the tickets for that time is already SOLD OUT!!!!
The movie was fantastic man!! The part where HP turned into the "fish man" like that, got gills and fins the lo. It is kinda freaky actually. And the friends who were in the water one looks freaky also. But nice la, the effects very good. I love the movie!! The girl that HP like is pretty, and it was really a waste that they did not emphasize on that, i am actually pretty interested in that. But when Hermonie hugged HP that time looks really sweet. The other one is the drangon, Omg, he actually got the strongest dragon and he manage to defeat it lo! That is his power!! And the funniest part is the one when he was bathing and the ghost came sexual harrestment. HAHAHA!!!
After the movie, we went to Cold Storage to walk walk lo. We both actually want to eat some thing, but dint know what to eat, nothing in mind. HAHAHA!!!! So we decided to leave the place and go home.
Finally, we had reached my house after a long journey!! The weather is so warm!! Well, gtg already. Bored!!!

Friends Forever

2005-12-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

Friday, 2nd December 2005:
Today i went out with Jo & Mj for our gathering. This was supposed to be some time ago, but was being dragged by our busy schedule. No choice.
So on this Wednesday night the 3 of us were discussing which would be the best day for us to meet up. Suggestions and all were made from Thursday to Sunday, and we actually focus more on Friday. Cuz on friday, Mj will be free, Jo's last day of attachmet and she's on am and left me....who was the only one that cant make it. And then i was forced to change my schedule. Fine, i changed it in the end with reluctance. Cuz Cindy Ho was so nice, and i was so paiseh to ask from her to change my schedule again. Why again? Cuz the previous week i changed the WHOLE week.
We all met at Pasir Ris MRT station 6pm sharp. 3 of us travelled to Bugis for a steamboat buffet to enjoy and talk, talk, talk and talk.....Never ending conversation. During the dinner we had chatted a lot. Most Mj, she had some problem with her school, family & friends (not us, certain friends). Juz wondering what could be worst when everything is going wrong in a person's life. Really cant imagine thou. Cuz i had never been in that situation. But one thing that Jo said was really nice and right, which was, "No matter how long we did not meet up, but the feelings between each other will still be there and the same." I love the both of them!
We ate SOOOOOO long man!!! From 7:30 p.m. like that until 10:30 p.m. lo...then at the end we got a Mango cake from Prima Deli~!!! Hehehe.... SOOOOOOO nice!!! OMG, it is heavenly!!!! I juz love it!!!!!!
After finished and done with everything, we went down to pay. Its a total of $68.00. Hahaha...kinda ex la, one person average is $23.00 lo. Hehehe...then we cross over to Bugis to use to toilet, cuz our dear Mj FORGOT to go TOILET! Haahaa...anyways, i gotta meet my dear there...But that poor fella was at that place playing game since.....8 p.m.+++ OMG, waiting for me for hours, but i dont care. I juz let him wait, why, sound evil??? No, i dont think so...cuz i already told me to come later, but he refused. So too bad for him la...HAHAHA
Things came to an end after i met up with my boy, cuz it time for us to go home already. Anyways, that all....bye!!

No Title

2005-11-27T01:58:00.000+08:00

Hey~ Dont know what i am supposed to say today. My first time blogging, yet feeling so speechless, dont know what to say. Maybe cuz somethings in my mind i really wanna say it, yet have to consider about others' feelings.... *sIgH* What can i do? *sIgH* Very disappointed, that person even deleted me from friendster, or did i dint even add?? I dont know, cuz i dont remember. *sIgH* We cant even be friends, its alright. I would no longer give a damn about it already. Anyways, last night before i sleep, so many things went through my mind, while looking at him sleeping...Dint know why, maybe.....*sIgH* Shall not continue. Poor fella on attachment today, 24 hrs shift. That pig now resting in fire station sia, only go out if there is call. D/l MapleSEA now, taking whole lot of time to d/l it. Cuz u can onli open 2 windows in d/l, sad right? Hahaha....Guess i am now under a personality conflicts! Haha...The evil vs angelic me...Hahaha...Anyways, its late! Gtg~! Byebye!

Moive Tics $ Are Getting Higher!!

2005-11-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

OMG~! I really cant accept that the moive ticket's price are getting so damn high nowadays, and believe me it will get even higher! Well, who knows one day the price would even more that $10. *sIgH* I want to watch Harry Potter, Globlet of Fire tomorrow with dear, but it is like....no good place and stuffs like that and esp timing....all not right, and he onli book out at 5pm +++ *sIgH* This is one of the problem u face when ur bf is in camp still? Hahaha....next year will be better i guess, like i can go watch movies on weekdays, not like now, onli weekends~! Well, gtg...byebye!

Bored Day

2005-11-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...nice mah?? Mich, HQ, Felicia & Me!!

Hey~ 4 days since i last blogged? How's everybodys' weekend? Enjoyable? Hahaha...On Friday dear, mich, yp and dear's bunkmates went Zhen Fa Steamboat. Well, mich n yp usually very noisy one lo. Then dont know why and what happened to them became so quiet. Then mich n yp so noisy lo.. Hahaha....very funny, both girls suan my bf until very bad. But the other 2 guys kept so quiet all the time lo. Well, once again i kinda dint had enough eating. I dint know why my appetite like getting bigger....Well, maybe because i ate very slow then they eat very fast then full liao, while i eat very slow so not full lo. Hehehe...*sIgH* i gtg liao la, very bored!!!! Byebye....

Dead Tired

2005-11-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, how have everyone been? Now is the attachment and holidays period liao...bored man! I miss some of u out there! Well, juz hope everyone is doing well. *SiGh* the KKH attachment is KILLING me already. It is so damn bloody bored!! I miss dear, *SiGh* weekend only he cheer me up, weekdays i will wait for night to arrive so i get to see my mummy coming home. Cuz she usually come home very late de. Sounds boring right? But one good thing is that all of us in ward 66 got to know this client's sister, she is very nice, locally grew up ang mos. HAHA...yeah...speaking our singlish sia. Cool right? Ah moh speak singlish and hokkien vulgarity. HAHAHA....she very funny one lo, one big joker in the ward for the nursing students. Talking craps and all. She's very very very the friendy one la. Well, in KKH 2 wks like i dint enjoy myself or rest for a life time lydat. Today gonna present case study liao. Well, wish me luck. Gtg le...havent change yet sia~ byebye~

Nice Weekend

2005-11-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hello folks~! Sorrie i was too busy with attachment liao. *sIgH* gotta travel from Pasir Ris to Bugis every Monday to Friday for like 2 Weeks in total!! WTF?? So bloody far!! *sIgH* Well, this weekend was a fun and nice one..HAHAHA.... Why? Cuz on friday night dear bring to me Jln Kayu to eat roti prata!! Then he ordered alot then ended up cant finished up...HAHAHA...spent total about $14 lydat!! HAHAHA...sounds alot right? We ordered Mutabak, Nasi Brani and Mee Gee Goreng!!! Yeah....cuz we did not expect the Mutabak to be like......2 person can share one lo!!! HAHAHA...sounds like 2 idiots right? Then on Saturday my cousin's wedding day! I went to her house earli int he morning like 7:45a.m. lydat to be one of her Jie Mei (sisters) lo~! HAHAHA...very enjoyable torturing her husband and his Xiong Di (brothers)....Lotsa push ups! HAHAHA...sounds evil right? But what is the best part??? Hmmm...ANG BAOS!!! HAHAHA....got a total of $60 man! so cool right? HAHAHA....Very shoik lo! Then the dinner was alright la, cuz all the dishes they ordered was like must go with rice then nice de wor...wasted man! HAHAHA... Then after the dinner i went back to dear's to stay over, cuz i whole day dint spend time with him sia...sad! Well...gotta go for my attachment liao la...if not i'm gonna be late!!! BYEBYE~!

Attracting To PS2 Games?

2005-11-03T13:49:00.000+08:00

Hola! Well, i was out these few days with dear. Went to his aunt's and the kids there always play PS2....play until i also got addicted liao lo. Dont know what to do...hahah...i like that puzzle fighter game. Cuz its really nice like...so challenging. I like it. And the other one is the basketball one lo. A little dumb la...but trying to get a hang of it lo. Hmmm...this week i really enjoying myself. I think tomorrow i going to WWW to play le. But who is free to accompany me leh? Hmmm......seeing him all day getting kind sick =x Today he supposed to come at like eleven plus tweleve in the noon like that but now...he is not even here yet lo. *YaWn* now watching tv lo...very boring now. Supposed to go WWW work today but cant. Due to my bloody lazy and stupid maid wanted a off day. So i gotta stay at home to look after me daddy lo! *SiGh* what to do...now staying at home watching tv waiting for dear to come over. *SiGh* so bored!!! Anyways gtg liao la...byebye~~

Back In Action!

2005-11-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yoo everyone!!! Finally, i am back in action!!! Well, my exam officially ended yesterday. The last paper was Bio, everyone got so excited right after the paper, noise level was high. Hahaha...yeah as loud as club ones. Hahaha....that causes noise pollution, and i got that side effect once i left the hall area. Feeling a little deaf!!! Hahaha....was supposed to went shopping with Sowmiya at little india yesterday, but due to lack of sleep, whereby i only slept for like 3 hours. So i decided not to go lo. Very very tiring lo! Hahaha...luckily the paper was like 60% kind la. The best paper was HS2082, followed by HS2037 then HS2036. I am afraid that i might get the subpaper for HS2036 lo! Cuz i did really bad for that. It was like i dint even know a single answer in it man! This time i am doom for sure man! Arghhh....pls...ppl pray for me can? I really need it! Sighhh....last night went to his house to stay over. But everytime i wanna stay up late to watch vcds drama series and he will always be the one sleep first. Initially, he was like lying down beside me, and i guessed he got irritated with the the sound and he slept on his sisrter's bed. But i cant be bothered with him la, so i continued with my drama series. I watch until 2 a.m. plus plus, then fell asleep liao. Sighh...tired...dint even get a nap in the afternoon, cuz suddenly recalled i have to go Shanti's, and stayed at her house until 2 p.m. plus plus. Then around 3 a.m. lydat, Fenni (his sister) came back togerther with her Desmond (her bf). She woke me up then i was like..."oh u came back". Then the 3 of us started talking and got a little loud, and we woke him up. After she left he was like angry with me cuz i always said him play game and neglected me. BUT HELLO!!! This was my FIRST time doing this lo! For goodness, he is ALWAYS doing that game thingy and i got POKED from him??? What de?? I once only also he lydat. Siao one lo. Sometimes its really sickening to have a bf around. Might as well stay single. Oh yeah, an advice, those who are still single, PLEASE DO NOT ATTACH YOURSELF so early. Enjoy first then talk about it. OK??? And also find someone whom love u more that u love him! Anyways, i juz got home, gonna bathe...byebye~

Exam Is Coming

2005-10-12T17:16:00.000+08:00

Hey~ i juz finished my HS2080 yesterday which is Psychology. This paper is damn sickening lo! Dont know why Chia Chin Chin like to repeat the questions so much lo! Maybe she juz learnt from Sanda repeating things again n again! Sickening! Hopefully can pass or juz pass can liao la, cuz the way i study is like so damn hopeless. How? Cuz from the exam evening till the next morning, i juz kept reading it. BUT with interrupted moments....what interrupted moments? FALLING ASLEEP!!!!!!!!!! Yeah! Falling asleep n wake up realized i fell asleep n continued for like 5 - 10 mintues n fell asleep again?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Wondering how those things can get into my brain right? I am still wondering also. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....think soon i will be refered to PSY! Hahahaha...Luckily the Sem. exam dont have this module ah! If not it means DOOM'S DAY! Sad right? Anyways, juz pray for me la....hopefully i got a juz pass i am really happy liao. Hehehehe....Today is like Wednesday and its Biology day lo! 3 Hours of Bio!!! Imgaine!!!! Information overload! I can feel my brain is growing! Then Sanda gave all those exam topics to study BLAH BLAH....she said she "narrowed down" the module, but her "narrowong" is like u still need to study the whole book de lo!!! Its so pointless~ Well....our luck. Only thing is STUDY HARD IS THE BEST POLICY!!! Sounds freaking la, a person like me, study???? Joke~ hahahahhahahahahahaha.......Oh yeah, she even reminded us not to Blog and Chat so much online then got no time study. What de?????? Funny right? Anyways, i am now in sch comp lab still. Why? Cuz i have BB Ohana Camp meeting later on!!! SIAN MAN!!! Ended lesson at 3pm!!!! 3 pm!!!!! I can go home sleep and watch TV leh!!!! TIRED!!!&^%&@!^#%!$@%$!*@&%!*&@%&^!$#*!&^%!&@#^% Meeting at 6:30pm! Geraldine is now like beside me looking at me typing my blog and waiting for Hazel to finish her work and go makan...Me very hungry liao......Byebye...

Back To Normal

2005-10-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

WoAh~!! Finally my blog writting site had regain to normal! Hahaha...so happy!! Today i was working morning shift 7 a.m. to 3 p.m. *YaWn* So tired until i dont know what i was actually doing in the ward. Morning woke up then i was like 5 mins before 7 a.m. reached there lo, kinda late. I know...now watching this alien show...ppl trying means and way to contact alien. *LaMe* Hahaha...if only there are really this kinda thing lo. This weekend i am gonna be busy man, dont think i have the time to update blog until after Tuesday le. Cuz Monday we got HS2036 Patient Education presentation, then Tuesday got HS2080 Pychology ICA!! All MCQs lo!!! Correct means correct, wrong means wrong. Not like Essays lydat can give marks here and there de lo. Terrible terrible terrible man!!! Dont know how am i going to finish my Patient Education lo!!! S.T.R.E.S.S that is all i can come out with le. Hahaha...Poor Ivy...maybe this is my life lo. Cant wait to finish up my 3 years then i dont need to suffer from exams liao lo. Anyways, its already late liao....if not cannot wake up tomorrow morning! Byebye and take care ok??

Something Had Happened

2005-10-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

Eh....i think my creating post writing stuffs look VERY WEIRD! OMG...dunno what is wrong with it man! Hmmm...wonder what is wrong le! Well, i had been very stress these days...dunno why. But since last Friday i felt pain on right side of my chest whenever i breathe in le. This usually last for mins for me, but this time it actually lasted for days. Even until now i still have de pain occassionally. But while i was working that time i dont feel any pain le!! Why huh?? Juz now talked to dear until 11:30pm lo. Hahaha....i really miss him alot da! I cant wait for him to finish his course le! I MISS HIM!!!! *SiGh* i got so many things to do, SO SO SO many things to do!!!! I CANT COPE! Homework especially lo....one havent finished, the other one come! Anyways, my blood result is negative la. I gtg le la, still got case study not done yet! Byebye!

Stress

2005-10-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

*SiGh* since late afternoon of the day i am experiencing chest pain whenever i breathe in lo. Causing factor is that i am too stress le, why? Cuz today during shift, my staff nurse really like Dua Pek Gong lydat lo. She dint do anything the whole day except for sitting at the counter to rot lo! *SiGh* first time see this kinda staff nurse, though i thought an enrolled nurse lydat is already bad enough lo. Oh well....maybe juz my luck la! Hmmm...this whole week seems so long, when the moment i saw my dear it feels like i 2 weeks very see him already. Dint know why it juz felt distant. I really wonder why, but he felt the same way too. Is that called Xin You Ling Xi??? Perhaps, it is. Time 2:01 a.m. and i am still awake, though i know that i have to rest early due to stress and stuffs, but i am juz not listening to my body!!!! Dear is so sweet lo, knows that i wanna watch Naruto animation then he borrowed from his bunkmate for me. So sweet!!! I know, i know, maybe most of u thinks that if he buy will be sweeter, right? But i dont think so. Why? Cuz i dont want him to wasted his money lo, no point buying this kinda cds de lo. Firstly, there are so many episodes. Secondly, watch once and be done with it de lo! So yeah, it is really so so so good enough when he even have the heart to borrow it from his friends. Really touched! Hahaha....Love him, love him!! Really feeling unwell.....gtg rest le la!!! HE IS RUSHING ME!! *ArGh* sickening! Byebye!

Needle Prick Injury

2005-09-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

This morning i woke up like 5:50 a.m. change out n all then i headed to hospital for my 2nd day of attachment. Things all went well until 8:30 a.m. while i was assisting the staff nurse to support the patient for blood withdral for urgent PT/PTT test. After the needle actually went into the patient's vein, he suddenly become restless n seriously swinging his hand around. So at the same time the needle actually pass through patient's skin n pricked my left ring finger. *OuCh* I thought it was nothing, secs later i realized that my finger was bleeding. Was a little panicked, cuz all the Hep B, Aids, MRSA n etc juz flooded into my mind. *GoSh* Anyways, Lum still unaware that i got pricked until i said that its bleeding. It was like how issit possible man? Hahaha...so the next thing i did was i removed gloves n Lum told me to squeeze out the blood to let the contaminated blood flow out. Luckily he told me that if not i will only wash my hand n put finger under running water. So i juz tried to squeeze as much of the contaminated blood out of my finger as possible...quite alot came out la. So kinda relieve, the next thing was that the staff nurse went to inform the sister.
*SiGh* Sister came n we told her exactly what happened. She felt sad cuz to her it was actually a preventable incident. Well, partially is my mistake la...Not the staff nurse. She is very nice, after i got pricked she felt extremely bad about it. Sister then told me to inform Ms Susan, then she brought me down to A&E for HIV & Hep B screening. These 2 screening are the most important ones. So i got my blood withdraw for specimen, later on the A&E Sister asked how much was my reaction for Hep B. I told her it was only 20 odd.
Sister said i should have another Hep B Booster 1. So i took it. I already had a pricked on my finger(plaster1), withdrawal of blood for specimen(plaster2) n inject Hep B Booster(plaster3). Yeah~ 3 plaster...is still alright, but it is on the same arm!! Lol....HAHAHAHAHAHA....Funny da? Alright, the staff nurse really felt very very bad. But i dint blame her la, juz that it is a lesson that both of us will have to learn. Then Jean n me only go for lunch at 2:00 p.m. lo.
Anyways, i got home like 4:30 p.m. very late. Cuz Jean n me were looking for case to work on lo. Hahaha...hard working? Yeah~ we are! Juz now juz chatted with dear, then he said that when the moment he saw his sms he quickly called me liao lo. He was so so so worried about me lo. *GoSh* Hehe....So sweet lo! AHAHAHA....anyways i gtg liao. Bye Bye!

Envy & Envy

2005-09-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

Well, i juz browsed thru Fenni's blog. *sIgH* She is so Xing Fu lo...Firstly, she got such a rich bf that actually buy a DIGITAL CAM for her!!! OMG!!! I am waiting, thou it really seems totally IMPOSSIBLE! *sIgH* Suddenly i juz felt so sad lo. How? Secondly, she have SO MANY friends to celebrate her birthday for her. She is really being treated like a princess by her friends lo. I want that also. SO IMPOSSIBLE still.....Maybe Tong Ren Bu Tong Ming. W.H.Y.????? I wish, I want, but how? I DOUBT i have any. W.H.Y? W.H.Y? *sIgH* Juz now dear n me juz got an argument, but i dont know why. *sIgH* Maybe its my fault or so, but....*sIgH* I juz cant be bothered abt it last night. I juz got so mad over something which i dont know why i felt so angry. Anyways, i gtg do my stuffs liao la. Bye....

Over & Done

2005-09-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hey~ guess what?! I am now so relieve le!! Why?? Cuz my bio prac ICA over liao!!! Anyways, that was last friday thingy liao la! But only now i get to go online to type it out lo. As these 2 days i had been staying over at dear's. Well, he juz went back to camp 2 hrs ago le. So sad.......Guys have to go for NS. Oh yeah...Last Saturday dear actually went for the service with me!! I AM SO HAPPY!!! Lord, thanks for answering my prayer! Hmmm..............Really am so touched! Hehe....Miss dear already. He said within this wk they might get their "nights off" thingy le! Then i will be able to see him every evening le! So happy!!! *sIgH* But i got attachment...SWAY AH!!! What can i do? My luck? Stupid attachment!!! *sIgH* Well, Hazel & me actually feels sick of going back to the ward man! Then we were wondering how both of us are going to cope when we pass out sia! Lol.....Gosh!!! Sometimes think of attachment very sickening de lo...Like so much work to do!! Non-stop working de leh! Very sad de lo!! Dear, save me leh!!!! How??? *sIgH*

Bio Practical

2005-09-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hi...few days no update liao! Due to my bio prac lo! Everytime cuz study then i dint online de! wasted man! Anyways, cant really update much....Juz finised talking to dear on the phone. And he said he cant go for service cuz its in the family line, and i really hope he will convert into a christian one day. Sigh....I hope to marry a christian or have at least wedding in church, i want Lord to be my witness. Sigh....got to go study liao la! Anyways, all take care le!! *mUaCk* to everyone!

P/s: Dear!!! I miss you!!!

No Determination

2005-09-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hey....Today really tired sia! I wanted to lose weight so i.....went jogging then swimming. 2 sports in 2 hrs? Lol....but i cant really run le! Hahaha....but cant lose weight juz like that de la. *sIgH* I cant wait for de audition to end lo! Infect i dont feel like going. *sIgH* Dont know why i suddenly dont feel like going @ all...*sIgH* I really miss dear alot. Wonder what he is doing now...hope he is not tired le! Really cant wait to see him on Sunday evening!!! I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! *sIgH* I think my size it ok what, why they want to lose weight? If they want should have like...er........sponsor me!!! I really damn stupid lo...spent the money on useless thingy!!! Feeling damn pinched in my heart!! Arghhh..........HOW??? I wanna take de money back!!!! JEAN YIP CHEAT!!!! Congrats to everyone who had passed their assessment n good luck to those who havent been assess. Hope everyone pass with flying colours!!!!!! Hahaha...anyways, i really dont have any determination to lose weight lo. Cuz it is really T.O.U.G.H. ah!!! Heh....Dear...i have been thinking of u all the time,remember to pray to God ok? He will bless u safely. Love u.....*mUaCk* Miss u terribly!!

Got Cheated By JEAN YIP!!

2005-09-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

Very Big Lobster?? HaHa....
Fine....i did signed up for slimming program. I onli paid a deposit on May, a $100 deposit. Due to last wk, i went to join the Star Idol n they said i need to lose some weight n stuffs. So i decided to go JY lo. Since i had alredy paid $100. Then after school i went there, i juz gave them my card then they said too long then come to pay so i gotta pay like another GST charge lo. N that makes a total of $413.90. Damn it man!! Never mind la, so i paid. I dint know what kinda procedure that will be cuz they dint say mah, and i ass.u.me that it is like the T.V. that kind one lo. But when i went it all they did was like took my weight n ask if i wanna buy their detox pills which cost another $300!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! So i told them its alright, n i proceed on lo. So i got changed, the lady start to apply cream on me. N then she warp me in those kinda plastic that u used to warp sandwich one!! After that i was told to laid in this heater bag that will produce heat later. N she told me to lie there for like.....1/2 hr lo!!! Well, i tot it would be like those that is on the show one!!! But its juz like that nia, is like i might as well exercise myself lo!!!! Goodness!!!! I really felt so damn cheated lo!! Wahhh Piang!!!! I really not my luck lo!!! Now i know JY all those so called "slimming" is cheat money de lo~~!!!!! Arghh...dont say liao la....gtg le...byebye!!!

P/s: Dear i miss u so much....413$$ juz gone lydat le!!!! Arghhh....i really miss u alot!!!!

I Passed My Tests!!

2005-09-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

This is me last Friday waiting @ North Canteen for DEAR, Jeremy (jie mei) took this for me! Nice mah??
Hey hey...Finally both HS2057 theory & assessment PASS le!!! & Ms Ho gotta treat us PIZZA liao!! Why?! Cuz more than half of our class got Bs!!! Haha...Coolz right?? But still i miss Mdm Chua le....Hahaha...She even better sia, give us all red packets!! So coolz lo!!! Hehe....Yesterday dear juz went to Brunei, *sIgH* one whole week cant hear his voice man!! Miss him so much lo! Juz hope this week will pass faster le, then i can see him on Sunday then go his house!! Then next week he book out again!! Hehehe....Really miss him so much. "Honeymoon Period"?...Hmmm...I dont think so. Maybe this is LOVE, no matter how long or what i will miss him de!! Hehe....Well, during assessment the lecturer compliment me some more le. Hehe...dear u juz wait to see i better than u ...MUHAHAHAHA... Juz kidding la, dear is the best guy i ever met so far in my life. The only one that really love his girl like a princess other than his sister's bf also la.. HAHAHA.....To me......Dear is the B.E.S.T.~! DEAR I MISS U SOSO MUCH!!! 2 Days dint hear ur voice liao, i feeling so terrible le!!! Arghhh....stupid BRUNEI trip.....anyways, late liao...gtg! BYE!

Feeling Great!

2005-09-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hey..few days no blog already. Due to my HS2057 test! Wow~ finally i had done it all...HS2037 & HS 2080 grp project and HS 2057 test. BUT...not yet ended~ HS2057 clinical skills assessment is juz around the corner, which is next Tuesday @ 1800hr. Haven't study yet sia!! OmG~! Hehehe....but i hope i will do well. Dear now sleeping while i am like..........making entry on my blog! Hahaha....he is so lo... anyways, i juz finished watching Ice Age vcd!!! SO SO SO FUNNY lo!!! Hehehe.....oh yeah, saw Alan Wu joined Fear Factor!!! Not bad sia that fella...***representing Singapore*** Last evening i juz got to eat my favourite StEaMbOaT!! Wow~ like....FINALLY kinda thing!! Hahaha....like i had waited for so damn long for that meal lo! But i still want to eat!!!! I want, i want, i want!! I want to eat StEAmBoAt every week!! Arghhh...but kinda ex! Waiting for ppl to treat me ah!!! Hahaha....anyways, gtg liao! Take care everyone!

P/s: Some Kayaking pictures for viewing! Hehehe...

What A Day Without You

2005-09-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

Wah...s0 sW33t!! I really miss the time before he go NS...But what i wish for is he is now yr3 only... *sIgH* I MISS HIM!! Tears dropped juz now... *sIgH* my dear always do everything for me, even when he is having a really hard time...i am his motivation. *sIgH* Really love him so much! He is sent by God to me and i will always treasure him...why i said that?! Cuz he is everything i wanted~ EVERYTHING!! Hehe...This morning i was so stressed up, i juz wish that he was there for me then i could forget every single thing that is going on and juz be with him! *sIgH* Talking on the phone with him now, full of sweetness~ I really miss him le... Hope his course will soon end~ *sIgH* Been "sighing"...ok fine i'll stop it. Ok....gtg liao, haven't study yet...bYe ByE~!

So Long...

2005-09-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hello...more than a mth no update liao, sorrie...lol....too LAZY la!! One week break is now offically over!! In a glips of a life time...... ONE WEEK *gOnE* yeah....Life...that is it......i miss him so so much. Can onli see him like MOST 48 hrs a week or even LESSER!! How wish this will be over soon. I hate missing some one...it suck, SO MUCH!! I MISS HIM!!!!I really home all these will end SOON!!! Yesterday like so many things happened...SIGH.... i know he love, so do i...he is so obsess with me lo!!! Some times i like it...but some time i dont...dunno why....MOOD SWING!! LOL....hahahhaa..... Well, love juz make ppl go crazy la...i think thats all...i am waiting for my songs to be d/led!! LOL...see yea!!

Feeling Stressed & Tired

2005-08-02T15:50:00.000+08:00

Now sitting in level 5 comp lab! Sighh...yesterday was really a bad day i had. Bad cramps & really worried about my dad & dear. Sigh...he is still sick lo~ OMG...yet he still go for training. He told me that he might drop the course, but NO pls! You can do it ok? Love u so much *mUaCk* Going for lesson soon...Very soon! Gonna type faster! Yeah...I am jus to stress up with school work, dad, dear & BB. Already FUCK the hell of NR0433 business....jus pray hard that they the group members dont affect my A can liao!! Sigh...Coming for this course is NO LONGER FUN. Sigh...everyday so sleepy l0~ How to enjoy in the first place??? I think i have to stop shopping this month & all, gotta save up~! Hehehe...gtg liao la! BYEBYE!!

A New One

2005-07-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, finally changed to a nicer blog skin! Hope u all like it! Muacks!!

He Was Sicked

2005-07-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

Yo~ trying to update as many times as i can. *sIgH* I had been so busy recently. Dear juz fell ill 2 days ago, and he really scared me!!! He got viral infection and got constant high fever!!! I was so damn scared, asked him got GH dont want, everything dont want!!! Then in the end no choice, cannot report to camp and had to go AH...Long story sia, scared until i cried. Then the mother almost cried, then he made his grandma worried like siao!!! Yeah, it was that serious la!!! Really luckily i was at his house that Sunday afternoon! If not i really dont know what will happened to him liao sia. Who knows he will have high fever until retard sia!!!!! Arghhh........Thanks to God.......anyways, its late!!! GTG!! BYBYE!!

P/S: Thanx MJ, JO n LAO CHEN for staying over @ my chalet on my Birthday!! Miss u all!!

BB Care Carnival

2005-07-17T13:19:00.000+08:00

Yo~ soooo long i dint update liao! No choice really way too busy to even on my computer man!! Yesterday was a very fun day, but my heels kinda ruined the day. Well, yesterday it was the BB Care Carnival day. Alot of ppl went to help out. The game i suggested was being used. It was the same as WWW Ring Toss. But this time we use beer bottles not the rods. And i borrowed the rings from Alan. Hehehe....luckily i can get it man, if not i really die liao. The worst part about the carnival was that there is not enough chairs, tables and the food!!! OMG~ our free lunch was terrible man! Fried rice with chicken wing. But it was like can u imagine that the rice was like not fully cooked?! I doubt! It sucks! Anyways, it was fun being with NYP Primers and giving soft toys to de needy! It just feels so damn good!!! And especially, serving God. It is like all the travelling and tiring is soooooo worth it man!!! Hehehe....the most important is that everyone enjoyed it!! But sadly Gerad the bloody bastard cum asshole is there!! Medic some more! So KNS man...whoever is in his hand will die! Its okay even if he is there, but it is really irritating when u see him kept appearing at our stall man!!! Its like he is damn extra lo! Gosh~ How i wish i can kick his bloody ass! He is dirty and smelly and BIG & FAT, OKAY? He alone standing there blocked my whole stall lo!! Anyways, then i met Peter, he is not what i imagine la. Hahaha...he is a uncle! Nice to see him too, so next time wont get too strange! Hahaha.... ok ok...gotta go! Dear sick liao, he must be waiting for me! Bye!!

What's So Wrong About Being Alone In The Room With Dear

2005-07-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

F**k man! Dont know what the heck lo! Juz now me bro-in-law went to mom's stall to fix something then he complained to mom that yesterday when dear was in the room i closed the door. Like what so damn wrong about this? I know they are afraid that hanky panky stuffs might happened. But if it would happen, it will happen anywhere de lo! Not only when at my house and when the door is close lo!!! People lovey dovey in the room they wanna see meh?! Kao...WTF! Argh~ dear really dote on me alot.....Love him.....hehehez.....He really dont look like what he is sia! Last night he forgot to bring back his phone, feel so "gan kor" cuz i cant sms and talk to him on the phone lo! Dont know why i feel like that man!! *sIgH* He is going for NS soon!! By then i will only be able to see him 2 days a week only lo~!! Argh~ i miss him!! SHIT~~~ the itchy patches come back again!!! Arghhh.....OH NO!!! That in chinese is called "Feng Mo"! Wahhh lao...it suck big time lo~ i cant stand the itchness man!!! Anyways, playing game la...gtg! Bye!! Goodnightz!!

Enrollment Service @ Expo Hall 3

2005-07-03T14:58:00.001+08:00

Wow~ i woke up early this morning! Around 6:45a.m. Supposed to wake up like 6:30a.m., but too lazy liao. Hahaz....This service is really big sia!!! As it is a combination of other churches, City Harvest was there also! Did lots of praying & worshipping God. This time round i feel so much more comfortable and happy going for service, comparing it to last time lo! Hehez....but sigh...dear kinda not happy about me wanting to go back for service, he afraid that i might change! *sIgH* I just hope and pray that God will let him understand that. How wish he can go for service with me lo. Anyways, gtg liao la....very tired, wanna go take a nap first!

Happy Birthday To Me!!

2005-06-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

HEY!! Its my BIRTHDAY!!! Finally i am 18! Although i dint really want to be 18! Hahahaz....I really do feel older know? I dont like that! Hehez....No Ladies wanna feel old right? Now at the moment i am in the chalet, spending time with my dear. Not my mom!!! *sIgH* Feeling so weird all of a sudden! Maybe cuz i used to spend my birthday mornings with my mom and cutting cake at around 12:05 a.m. kinda thing? Hehez......But today really different!! But i just miss my mother! I came back from HK until now like seldom stay at home lydat. Not there i spent my night here at NTUC Chalet! Is that when i am at home, mom will be somewhere else enjoying herself until the next morning!! That is what made me feel like i am not home at all!! Saw her sleeping like a pig before i left my house just now!! The feeling i had was like i had already married off to one guy and like going back to my own house lydat!! *ChOy* Not so soon man! Touch wood ah!!!! I am only 18 ok?! Dont even think about it at all!! I just wanna enjoy myself that's all. Dear is waiting for me to sleep until he fell asleep first!!! Hahahaz....Like my mom! =-p Anyways, no hanky panky, so no worries!! Just loads of lovey dovey!!! Hahahaz.......Anyways, it is really late now!!! I gtg liao, he is waiting for me to sleep.....So troublesome!!! Bye!!

P/s: Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me~~~~~~ Happy Birthday to MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA.......May all my dreams come true & World Peace!!!

Last Day In Hong Kong

2005-06-20T17:56:00.000+08:00

This is such an unpleasant experience for me overseas, with my nieces especially. Disappointing that is! *sIgH* I promise that i will never go overseas with them anymore! No chance! NO NO NO!!! I would rather go with my friends, that will be even better! Gosh! Well, it is finally the last day here anyways. My sis just leave my bf and me alone! They went somewhere without telling me or us. It is like WTF! I really don't know if she is my biological sis or someone my mom picked from rubbish bin! Argh, just felt that the way my mom doted on my 2 "nieces" is such a waste! I would rather they never appear!!! *sIgH* only now Dear knows why i always wanted a older brother, so that he can dote me and even give me some extra allowance or maybe all of us live together! Don't that sounds great, like a lovely family? And also he would be able to protect me and all. *sIgH* This is my life whereby God had gave me my path, and i shall obey him and continue walking on. No matter how tough that can be. Oh well, recently both of us started to argue a bit here and there. *sIgH* I guess most of the time it was my fault, because it was like i am always the one that making all the decisions and even when he voiced out on what to do, i just want things my way. Maybe i am just being too much. I love him, i really do. And so is he. He is upset by the way i did things. Too many things had happened here in HK, especially how the way my nieces and sis had treated me. He really dislike the way they treated me, and he started to dislike my sister and nieces. Well, when i get home i will definitely complain to my mom about them! No doubt at all!! As he said that i treat them like my family, but do they treat me that way? Huge question mark that is.......signing off!

Both Of Us Actually Forgot!

2005-06-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

Hey hey....updated again! Yoo! Oh well, dint really enjoy....long story! Dint wanna bad mouth my family members! =-p My dear juz came back from buying cup noodles for my sister....cuz she got gastric! What dE? Wahhh...if MJ saw this...hahaha...she would...feel that is so damn suckish?Yeah i know she will feel that way! Thanx to Dear, MJ & JO! Onli they know whats in my family~ Love them all...even my niece sucks!! I hate it when they are so rude to me n all....i am still their aunt after all! Even we are the same age, they still have to respect lo! Dont they juz learn what is respect?? I hate that! In the future they better dont even wish i will help them a single bit lo! Fat hope! Well....my nieces are now like ganging up agaist dear? What for? Like it is their bad in the way treating me, n dear is juz being very truthful that showing that he doesnt like them the way they treat me lo! Thats all what....well, maybe their IQ or EQ is juz too low in understanding respecting me ba! Forget it...neither will i respect them a single bit!Good night! Going to Ocean Park tomorrow!

P/s: Both of us actually forgot our 2mths anniversary! Like......well.......dont know la...juz forgot! Dont know how the heck we did that! Hahaha....only be reminded today!

In Shen Zhen & Guang Zhou

2005-06-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yoooo~ i'm now using internet access from the hotel! Not bad man...hotel still got free internet access! Haaha...Hui Juan: sorrie i cant give u the description by wednesday. Cuz now i at Guang Zhou (SucKish PlaCe) i dun have my own laptop with me until i am back in HK!! So onli by Friday then i am able to email that to u..sorrie...n Jamie will help me confirm what is the game that we had prepared! Ok?? I had stomach flu again...since 3 days ago...it is realli killing me lo! Today my stomach ache like hell sia! Onli now then better! Then my dear heartache for me.....Sighhhhh.....everyone do take care of urself ok? Miss all of u le!! Anyways, no offence to the china students or ppl who are reading the next sentence! Tell u all ah....the China ppl here realli no manner one lo! Like as if their parents dint discipline them or something de! Sucks sia!! Eg: u already flagged for the cab n standing beside de cab, then they juz open up de cab door before u n slide their bloody ass in the car! Oh...then i juz pointed middle finger at them! Hahaha...now i realli see what is their so called 5000years of culture n all...all so low class ppl!

Life In Hong Kong

2005-06-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

Yo...sososososo many days no update le! Now so late liao....sigh...i like spent HKD200 on nth! Gosh....then dear now digging out all his dough juz to see if we have enough! Gosh...then tomorrow we going to Shen Zhen! So good! Hahaha...everything will be much cheaper than here! Finally...but wait a mintue! What about Kevin? I supposed to meet him one u know?! Oh no!!! Hahaha.....see first la...maybe i will meet him there lo! Hehehe....Aiyah...now have to be like pack all my things n staying there for like ONE WEEK! Sorrie to those that have been checking updates on me...Hahaha....hope everyone have a wonderful life! Really enjoying my time with my dear. Feel so loved! Being love is better to love some one. Girls, find someone that love u! Not some one that u love! Cant wait for the chalet! So me n him onli spending our time....Er Ren Shi Jie!

Social Suicide

2005-06-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hi again, i know...long time since i last updated! Anyways, juz realized that i have lots of things piling up like nobody's business! And also, after getting myself attached it is like another commitment lo~ OMG....yeah, kinda left out my friends and all! But well, at least i will bring him along with me when i meeting my WWG ppl. So he can spend time with him as he wanted. So sweet....MJ, i really dunno what u are now. Cuz u are complicated, sometimes u say or view things lydat, another moment u say or view things another way. Dunno what yea trying to say also. Oh yeah, dint know why everytime got new students come into the ward that are same year as me one will think i am in Year 2 lo! Like; do i look that OLD??? Arghhhhh...hahaha....dunno la...juz pray for MJ now lo. Well....at this time i juz wanna do a good job in BB, my studies, WWG and understand my dear more why he would wanna see me everyday. HAHAHA......yeah....objectives of the year! Yeahhhhh........Arghh...gotta get 1000 pens in like 4 days? OMG....dunno how i am gonna acomplish this mission impossible task! Oh well, i have been eating good lately. But once again i got food poisoning! Shit until i like dying liao....dunno what happened la! Medication i got from the doc dont seems to work.

P/s: Apologize to BB commitees for unable to turn up for 2 meetings! Will be there this FRIDAY. OK? Sorrie...realli was sicked! And still recovering! Miss u guys so much! And will try to get the pens ASAP as promised!

So Early =|

2005-05-22T10:57:00.000+08:00

*yAwN* Sad...now i cant sleep! Wondering why first time i blogging so earli ah? Cuz juz now that insurance jie jie came to my house n asked me to sign some documents, so i had to wake up like so earli!!!! Althou its 10:58a.m. now, to most ppl its late, but to me is earli~! Cuz i need a lot of sleep! *sIgH* Luckily last night XW told me that dear wasnt feeling well n vomited. If not I dint know what happened to him. *sIgH* Why he refused to tell me he not feeling well?? *sIgH* juz like me....if I sick also I wont tell him de la! So sweet of him lo! Miss him....oh well, can see him tomorrow liao. I think I better force him to stay at home to rest than to go watch movie. *yAwN* Last night was quite fun hanging out with my WWG (Wild Wild Gang). I met 6 of them for dinner at 8:30p.m. then later we went to YP's house for a drink n talk lo. *sIgH* Realized everyone like changed so much. Feeling so sad for them, like JM n me are the onli ones that dint change lo. Like quite sad lydat! Then I realized that YP more quiet, HQ getting weird, M is like dying to have a puff of cigarette?? OMG...dunno what she is thinking. Luckily WB die die also wont give her. *sIgH* Cant wait for tomorrow to come man!! Anyways, today is gonna be a very tiring day liao lo! Belle's party then at night going to cousin's, cuz her baby's first month. *yAwN* Now i juz hope XW n dear will be fine. Next year if possible i wanna go!! Oh well, i havent brush teeth leh...HEHEHE....now going to wash my face first la! Byebye!!

P/s: Dear, hope u will be alright. Miss u so much....*mUaCk*

Jealousy

2005-05-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

What is Jealousy? And why issit getting on me?? I really dun understand why and how the heck this Jealousy thing come to me. ARghh..that suck big time! Anyways, really like going crazy soon lo. Cant wait for him to come back and ask him so i can tell if he is lying and all. Oh well, juz gotta flux myself with activities. Thought he say he dun wanna watch Star Wars 2 days ago, but then now he like wanna watch liao....what de? I thought we have so much to catch up? ArGhhh...nvm...juz a movie onli what! How much time will that be?? Haha...ok la...Sigh!!! Oh well, maybe cuz he is not here thats why i so worried ba. But if he is here i guess i will be much better ba. Make him suffer when he comes back la! Who cares man?! Fen Ni, dun tell him about it if u read this ok?! Cuz girls must help girls! Hehehe....Gotta tell him i am not fetching him le. Let him go enjoy his time with her! ArgHHHH....byebye! Goodnight everyone!

P/s: I do miss u alot. But.......Sigh...

Busy Schedule

2005-05-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Oh well, my June schedule is so damn FULL! Like...really FULL! I will be leaving Sg on 7th June. Then i decided to go for a camp from 24th to 26th June, n followed by dear's chalet, from 27th to 30th June. Which stretched over his n my birthday! But something actually "pop" up today! Cuz i have to attend Mel's wedding!!! But i think i can like go to the POC from 24th to 26th then on the 25th evening i will go for the wedding then i will head back to NP for the night and 26th, PACK N HOME! Hehehe.....hmmm...anyone has any suggestion on this? Like a better idea or something? Haha!! Hmmm...now watching O.C. saw one of the that character kena caught making out with the girl by the mother! Ho Seh La! Hahaha...i was like....LOL...hehe...n he juz called me!! Hahaha...juz realized that everytime talk to him will laugh if my mood is good la. *bLeAh* =p Anyways, he promised he will pay it back for making me cry on 9th May, while i am still angry with that lo! *hMpH* who ask him? LOL....Hmmm...i nv expect my schedule to be that FULL....like nv in my 17 years of life lo! Like i usually slack, none of the month is so FULL de lo! Hehehe....dunno why i getting more n more happy liao. N yeah, juz now when he called, i told him i like dint really miss him that much liao. Like i cant even be bother to look at his pic before i sleep leh, but i am glad that he did for like almost 2 wks, looking at my pic before he sleep every night. So sweet of him le! Hehehe...I really feel so Xing Fu lo!! Hehehe..............i wan his cuddle!!! So cute n sweet....really is God's sent one =x hehehe... ok la...gtg liao! Goodnight n sweet dreams!!

P/s: Miss u so much!! Hope u dint lost any weight le!! Cuz i think i gained weight! =x hehehe....but well, who cares!? Goodnight dear, *mUaCk*

Feeling Abandon

2005-05-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Last night i actually cried, cuz when i tried to call my mother's cell phone....it doesnt get thru! Then i panicked! N worst thing was that i tried a few times also cannot...then i panicked n cried!! N yesterday morning before i left for my first day of attachment, it juz feel as if my mother had left me n onli left my dad n me...*CHOY* (touch WOOD!*) I am juz saying that it feels like that la. Worst still...it is like i had no one to rely on!! Like i am all alone!!!!!!!!!!! Without a husband by my side n all...Aiyoh...dun think any of u get what i am trying to say la! Wonder what he will feel after he read this...Miss him so much...hmmm....so late liao still havent call. Guess they must be VERY busy, cuz it is the last week they will be there le. If cannot finished what they had plan, that is not very cheng gong! Yeah...know that he is busy la. But i hope i will have the chance to go to all these expedition in the future. I think i will love it, althou it might be like flies everywhere, but i dun think i will mind much. Sigh, yesterday almost blackout n throw up during attachment...and today also!! Dunno what is wrong with me...hope i am alright. But both times occurs during observation of some procedure. SAD...anyways, late liao...GTG! Goodnight!

P/s: Juz hope that there will be a bright future in front of each n everyone of us.

Feeling Distant

2005-05-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

Sorrie dear, i dint know why n when that i felt this way...juz feel that u are really really far away! Sigh...so much catching up to do n u onli come back on Monday. N i will be on attachment the next day. I might not be fetching u on 23rd May. Sigh.....DEAR, U ARE SO FAR AWAY!! Argh~~~ I HATE THIS DISTANT FEELING!!!! U gotta pay when u come back! I DUN CARE!! I am still angry with u since 9th May!! I AM STILL ANGRY!! U gotta pay double!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....u know how i feel! Stupid cal!! Hate u ah!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH....why YH have to leave yesterday n my mother have to leave tomorrow n left me all alone???? I hate this lo!!! Everyone that is close to me all not with me!!! SO ALONE!! WHY??!! So unfair!!! I WANNA GO SOMEWHERE ALONE!!! ALL BY MYSELF!!! No one should follow me!! I wanna be alone!!! But not in SG la!! Arghhh..dun wanna type le la!!!

I Actually Forgot

2005-05-15T02:48:00.000+08:00

Wow.....actually wanted to blog for today one. But i actually forgot! Today he called me twice, once in his morning, ours afternoon. And one in the evening! So nice to hear from him...really miss him alot. Dont know what they had done over there!! Really wish i was there and experience all those...i really wish that one day i could go there like what they are doing now. If when i'm in year 3 i really got the chance i give it a shot de! Well, gotta do well in my academic grade!! Sigh, if cannot go with that one, maybe i will pay one of the semester to go to Cambodia with Primers lo. Sighhhhhh......I ENVY THEM!!! So nice to hear his voice, and now i am going to sleep soon. Hoping i could see him in my dream, or maybe we could dream of each other at the same time. It did happened to me before! And i am still waiting for it to happen again! Hahaha....hope he and XW are doing well there. Althou and maybe it is physically tiring~ I am afraid that he might not get enough sleep cuz he cant sleep? Well, gtg goodnight n byebye!

P/s: Goodnight my dear, muack! Miss u so much!!

Fun!

2005-05-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

Woah~!!! Its so crazy today!! Oh well, been crazy since yesterday!!!!!! OMG~ i really cant believe when my mom & me go out, we really spend as if we are richies!!! Oh goodness.....really spent alot!!! I estimated like $600 plus on her & me within 2 days!! Cant believe that!!! Did some facial thing today @ JY beauty saloon, not bad, feels great~ Then later on mom wants me to buy good facial products for myself, and i told her Body Shop not bad. & i asked if she will be paying for me....then she really wanna pay for me sia! I was like ---> "are u crazy??!!" HAHA....spent so much yet still wanna buy some more. Then i told her maybe June then buy lo! LOL....watching recorded AMI... missed a few episode!!! Goodness.... YES!!!! Anthony FINALLY OUT!!!! FINALLY!!!! How wish he can exchange anwar back!! I miss voice man!!!! Wahh....really enjoying myself even when dear is away. Not bad...thats me..haha...heard from him that their sleeping places got alot of insects!!! My fear factor!!! Hahaha....too bad for him la!! OoPs... *bLeAh* HEHEHE.....Sigh....actually miss him so much~ Juz receieved his call....reminded him to call his mom than to call me so often! Sigh...his mother juz called.....she asked "how come my son always call u, dint call me?". Eh...& i replied "i dunno.". Like DUH!!!! I really dunno!!! Like i feel so bad!!!

P/s: Dear ah...CALL UR MOM!!! I feel so bad that u like call me only most of the time! I dun wanna get blame leh!!!

He Called

2005-05-12T02:06:00.000+08:00

Last night i finally slept well, guess i'm juz too tired already. Today was really unexpected, he called me around 7:00pm lydat....then i guess he was somewhere along the road side as i heard vehicles engines~ So noisy! Hardly even heard his voice...first thing he said to me was "Dear, i miss u so much!!". I was like enjoying myself the whole day cuz i went out with my mom, so i replied "I had a great day!!". HAHA...sounds very bad of me, but i like it! Actually thought of calling him later in the night, but well...he called first. Really Xin You Ling Xi....then i smsed XW so that he could see my sms. Juz hope he will enjoy himself first, whatever the prob is i will settle with him when he is back. His first trip, i dun wanna ruin it! I am very nice de lo!! Its his Fu Qi to have me ok? *bLeAh* =-p HEHEHE...after he saw my smses he called me again from his friend's cellphone. So i told him i miss him too....i really cant wait for him to come back make it clear over some things. Hope things will be fine.

P/s: Love u dear...miss the connection we had...still having, but u are not with me.

Sleepless Nights

2005-05-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

Since sunday night i havent been sleeping well...i tot i can dun miss him. But i cant...sigh...onli 2nd day he go. Oh well, will get use to it de. Anyways, i am juz angry with him....still thinking if i wanna go fetch him. Sigh....loads of things waiting for me to do this week. At first tot i have a lot of time to rest...but now...i dun think so le! So tired....well...this morning i dint expect him to call me, but when i asked him that question...he hesitated. Well, if its true or he lied...he cant dun think of touching me for the next 1 mth or 2...i am juz worried n miss him badly. I know he will too...sigh. Should not think about him so much...live like i'm single for these 2 weeks!!! Haahaa...i think i really dun care le la!! He will get it when he comes back!! Should not even think about fetching him at all!!! Lala.....well, sounds bad la. Hey Fen Ni, saw this yea can add me in msn? My email is spicegirl_2002@hotmail.com

Too Tired

2005-05-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hey, sorrie so many days dint update. Cuz i am way to tired to update it! Supposed to update last night but i dint, TAI LEI LE!! Hahaha...Yesterday i juz came home from the BB retreat camp~ And it was really FUN!! Well...i realized that i am in 2 commitees and 1 SHS student mentor thingy. But i like all of it...and now i have to choose to quit WWW then i will have more time in doing all those things! Hehe....that means no extra income! =x SAD!!! I am so tired!!! Dunno what else to say....anyways, he is at my house now. Watching all the recorded dramas!! So nice~ cant wait to go HK to have fun and shop!!! Now the attachment is juz draining off my energy lo!! Anyways, he will be going to Sri Lanka expedition next week liao....gonna miss him alot! Sigh...gtg liao la...update again some time soon!

P/S: Alan, if u read this do gimme a call. Thanx!

Is That All You Know?

2005-04-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hello~!! Hehehe....dunno why recently like almost everyday laughed non-stop le. Haha...anyways, he was with me juz now & left onli an hour plus ago le. Before he left we actually heard a motor bike accident downstairs @ my block the crossroad!!! Both of us a bit freaked off la...cuz while he was standing @ the door there i was like saying that i am worried about him riding a bike & stuffs la...then the next thing u know we heard the accident & saw it too from my house door step!!! Anyways, my boy ah...yea reputation kena destroy liao la! Alot of ur juniors think u very flirt la. So what yea gonna do about it?? Haha....gonna be total honest with me!!! Opps....forgot to tell u all that i like flirtatious guy sia~ HAHAHA....juz kidding la...anyways, today really happy! Dunno why also....haha...maybe he knows why?? Hmmmm....i going to camp over the weekend & i will definitely wont miss him de! But he is gonna miss me badly! Haha....yeah yeah...like real? Lol....anyways, i am really tired now!! Gtg liao la...u guys working morning one do sleep earli too, ok? Love u all!!!

P/s: Love u dear, *mUaCk*

A Tired Day

2005-04-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

YO....i so long dint update liao! So sian right? Lol....today i stayed @home the whole day then he came & accompany me lo. Hahaha.....both of us like so damn tired lo! Nothing to do...then we watch tv & slack alot!!! Lol...haha!! But during the attachment was really tired!! Since last Sunday we dint see each other liao...then juz missed each other like crazy~ Hehe...but on Thursday i went to TTSH juz to find him, H & E. Anyways, was going to meet my mother @ United Square after that la...so i juz go lo! Hehe....then J saw me with him @ TTSH Food Junction!!! Lol....kena caught on spot! Hahaha...but who cares! So what if everyone know?? *bLeAh* =-p Hehe...he is really sweet....dunno what else to say le!!! Some more i his first girl....find it hard to believe~ But well....he is still speaking the truth. How do i know? Cuz both of us connect & we can juz read each other's mind lo!! Well, it was so weird for me to believe that we had alot in common....juz say from our name, then birthday date & lots more!! For me to know & for u all to find out! Lol....hehehe...anyways, i am tired!! Gtg liao....juz hope everyone had a sweet night!!!

Msg To NYP Primers/Non-NYP Primers

2005-04-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

Those who are interested in going to Mount Ophir Expedition, 15th to 18th May. A 3 days advanture, cost at $40.00 pay before 23rd April & $50.00 after 23rd April, INCLUSIVE of transport & certain camping stuffs). Contact Yi Hui (94384374) OR Clara (97979752). First meeting on 20th April, meet @ NYP Primers club room, E420 @ 3:00 p.m. sharp. Thank You.

New Chapter?

2005-04-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

Heyeee....last night i dint come online, cuz go to M's birthday lo. But reached there damn late together with him, then everyone complain he "zhong se qing you" (care more abt gf than friends). Then after i heard that i felt so bad lo...like i cause him to reached so late! =p Well, then stayed over night...Hmmm...was a very weird n sweet night la. Both of us now is OfFiCiAlLy together liao. That means its the end of my single life after around 7 mths plus onli?? Very fast ah...i think onli yesterday i know that he actually DID went online and read my blog!!!!!!!!!! I was like so damn shocked! Cuz previously i actually wrote in my previous entry that i hope he wouldnt be reading my blog! But well....juz tooo bad for me and he knows everything. Haha....Juz asked M to go ask him what happened last night, thou i asked him not to tell M first this morning. But think n think he should know, so he can feel happy for him...hahaha!!! And i think he also wanna share his happiness with his brother ba...well, sorrie to stop u from telling him this morning! =) sOrRiE...hehe...LaLaLa....he is really cute. Maybe the cutest 21 year old guy i had ever know. Heehee....anyways GtG liao.

p/s: love yea dear! 17th April 2005 - 2:30 a.m.

Stress Of The Semester!

2005-04-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

Wow~!!! The exams is finally over!! So thrill over this weekend!! Tomorrow will be our SHS orientation day for the freshmen...hmmm...like "its finally here!" I dont know how i had done for all my papers, no confidence in all of it. Oh yeah, past few days due to exams so i dint update my blog...i guess alot of ppl also lydat la...hehe~ Today's last paper i actually left earli...which i never done before de. Maybe cuz its my Semester 1 end le so juz did that lo...i know to alot of u that sound lame la...but i had never left earli, and only today i did that. So it broke my record on leaving earli le la! Lol....then as i left the hall, i saw RE was like sitting down there with all her questions answered! Hahaha....but like no intention to move out of the hall lydat. Weird right? Fine, at least to me it was ok? *bLeAh* then on my way i went out together with ET then met HY & D. When we were down outside the auditorium i saw Kakak...then she asked me follow her. At the beginning i thought she have something to surprise me with her weird weird discovery of the campus or something. But as we reached the 2nd level, the toilet outside FJ along with a security....i started to wonder what happened. When i went into the toilet i saw S was with L in one cubica.....then i notice that L cant move herself up of the ground. She was really unwell...then after dont know how long de ambulance that the security called was finally there! But then onli one person can go with the ambulance, so H, S, RE & me go take train lo. Then wait the whole afternoon we were waiting lo....Sighhh....then in the end i dint go for Mel's BBQ lo!! Sighh...juz so worried abt L and then feel so bad cannot attend his gf's birthday. Oh well...gtg...its late~ tomorrow got alot more to do for the orientation!

When I Need It

2005-04-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Heyz...another day already. Earlier i thought i going to stay out late in the campus library and i dint know why, but juz kind of hoping he would be there with me kind of thing. Yeah, what H said today was what i already thought before. But somehow i juz hope that he would understand, u see. But somehow i dint want things to change at all...if it does...it will change one lo. Let nature take its course? Hahas... *sIgH* Things like this really take a lot of time...furthermore i dont wanna let things go so fast lo. Gtg le la...gotta go...byeeee....

Just Feel Like It

2005-04-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

Well, dint know why i juz feel like blogging tonight...thou i dont have much time on studying already. The chilli crabby was nice, but juz kinda failure on the eggs...HAHAs...overall the taste was great. But a lil' too sweet...hehez...issit a psychological effect or really that sweet? *oOoPz* =x Make a guess?? Ermz....i dont even know the answer myself? =O *bLeAhZ* =p Hmmm...he help me scheduled my study time, really sweet of him, yeah... Really appreciate that le~ Stress...i am really stress!!! Arghhh.....but....juz gotta hang on la. Very scared i wont pass lo, well...sometimes it juz happens lo. Fail means fail....sigh...but well..wish everyone luck ok? Hehez...hope to get some luck back too =x Oh well, my bro actually know that he was in my room when he came back lo...like what the heck!! But nice of him la...no nagging this time round. Guess he knows that i am studying thou....sigh...a short one and i shall go now.. Goodnight and sweet dreams everyone! *mUaCk*

Looking Forward

2005-04-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...cant help it, maybe cuz i really love my blogskin..so i juz kept typing new entry. Hahahax...now i think my only motivation is the up coming orientation for the freshmen at 16th April. Cuz other than that i dont think there is any more things can motivate me already! =( Having chilli crab tomorrow, i juz talked to him on the phone a while ago. Well, guess we both felt the same things and it is confirmed! Well, maybe it is really Lord's plan? Yeah, maybe it really is...and i guess someday i am juz gonna take it as it is. *sIgH* No more dream guy. *sObZ* Hahax...well, i cant really give a damn on no dream guy la. As long as yea heart tells u that is what u should do, juz go ahead and do it. I juz wanna take things slowly...Take Me Away is the song that is playing now, hope u guys will like it. Oh yeah, those who interested in Mount Ophir do scroll down to read my Ad, the huge purple font one. U can contact me regarding to that also, not a problem. Good luck to SHS students, it is really mugging time!! May all of us past with flying colours every semester!!

Message To NYP Primers/ Non-NYP Primers

2005-04-06T16:19:00.000+08:00

Big Changes!!

2005-04-06T13:31:00.000+08:00

hey hey~ big changes on my blog skin?! Hahas....finally after exploring all of it...i got the ball in changing the skin! spent the whole of yesterday finding skins for my blog...and decided to have this one! hehehez....i love the new image of my skin so much!! hehez.....i know its been days since i last updated! hehez....been busying lo...and past few days dint come online and all...hahahas...i will be going to HK on 11th of june till 25th of june or earlier la!! it is gonna be fun!! wanna go there explore!! and i am bring him along! hahaha.....i think my mummy will allow ba! not sures~ hahaha....but nvm la...juz friends what...hehehez....and MJ dont worry, i know what i am doing althou u dont agree him going with me together la....u should know i am someone who knows what i am doing and all...so dun worry....we are thou still young but i know consequences and all la... dont worry about me, i know u care~ love yea! and now JO shall be very happy issit?? hahahas....wordless! oh yeah...tomorrow he coming to cook chilli crab...u are invited! So must come ok? hahas...seems to be living to my fullest everyday. i dont know how to say, but somehow miss his presence lo...and last night the last sms he sent wrote "miss you" and i was like so stunned~ hahahas....ok...fine....i think both of us really "xin ling xiang tong", which is weird...i see...sigh...gtg liao la!! update again tonight if i have time!! MUGGING TIME!!!

Pope John Paul II

2005-04-06T12:19:00.000+08:00

Its a sad news that Pope John Paul II had left us. Although I don't know about this man, due to lack of exposure. But I still feel very sad for his leaving, it is like the world had once again lost someone great. Like Mother Teresa, and all we can do now is to pray for him. As partially it is a good thing that God wants him back. Well, shall we all pray for him. Amen.

Oh Gosh~

2005-03-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

hey...i went over to blk N juz now to accompany YH before he got assessed by his lecturer. Then while on my way back i saw this guy...wearing black top and jeans bottoms. And his skin tone caught my sight, yeah...was like looking at him for a few moments before he caught my eyes on him. The vrey moment he caught me, i turned my head right away. This guy is mixed...cuz he dun have a total ang moh look, but yeah...mixed...so cute! And then after my last lesson i went home...and then while smsing YH...he told me that...he kinda like me! Oh goodness...can all these juz stop for a moment??? Though he told me he will control his feelings....OMG...i juz felt bad in certain ways for the them la...ARGH.... But its clearly that i have batter things to do rather than all these things la! Ehh...juz hope GOD would forgive me on all these. Goodnight.

Gotta Start Mugging!

2005-03-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

Heyz...me again, i know, i know...2 entries within an hour. Irritating right? Not realli expecting anyone to read it la, especially the one i juz mentioned on the previous entry! Gosh....can my dream guy appear like NOW?? So i wont take a wrong step or something? Goodness....mummy will be unhappy if it happen. Like duh~ even her criteria is high lo, some more so crapz. Must look like he idol Ekin Chen some more?! Where to find?! Ekin Chen maybe dont have, but who knows Keanu Reeves have?? *dInG* U might not know de lo! LaLaLa....But i do enjoy my time with C la...he is realli nice. And perhaps i think i am easily attracted to kind and nice people lo. Like WL, if also i know him longer and stuffs who knows there might be chance for him? I am not desperate. But i guess C is the one made me realized that ba....not say realize...once again bring out the soft side of me? Which i hate it?? Cuz...maybe i've always been kind to ppl...and easily XIN RUAN!! Sharks...that is somewhat i hate about myself. And that is also part of the reason that i cannot find my ideal guy lo!! Guess what...i think TJ is my target. And oh well...no chance la...it is like too far and too hard to reach???? Arghhh....again....hitting myself against the rock...oh well..gtg...class coming soon! BYE!

Oh Damn~

2005-03-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

Yo....sometimes i realli do wonder if anyone read my blog...Hahas...but if u do...please do comment or drop a msg ok? Cuz no matter who issit, i love yea~ and of cuz for my close friends i love yea all even more la~ Dont mind me talking crapz again. I juz notice that recently i like calling C!! Like duh~ i like must talk to him like that. If dont, i would have like feeling very weird like that?! Gosh...cant even believe it myself!! WTF~ see la JO...all your fault la!! I hate when u said something! Argh...anyways, realli hope it would be over soon, as in REAL SOON! And yeah...still going out with him this Saturday to watch movie lo! Fcuk~ realli gotta be stablized and cannot swing anymore! Its a firey game man.....SUCKS..... and i dont think i will forget last night's conversation lo! Arghhhh.....should be coolz enough la. Hope he dont read my blog can le la!

Spent Spent Spent~!

2005-03-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

WoAh~ today pay day wor!!! SOOOoooo happy!!! Dunno why....maybe there is too many things i wanna buy ba! Today the lesson was until 12:00 p.m. onli!!! So i decided to meet my mom at Bugis to go buy my perfume!! But before i left i met Xiao Wei(XW) first then i left the campus. Guess what? I told XW one of my answer that i had written for my HS1037...and he reaction was the same as Calvin(C), yeah....same! But its kinda "duh" if they dun have the same reaction one lo!!! Sigh....sad la....i think i am gonna fail that bloody module la!!! But "hello, i spent bloody alot of time!!", argh!!!!! Juz feel like crying la!!! Then after meeting XW i juz head to Bugis to meet my mom lo...after meeting her we went to eat...in fact onli me eating la, she already eaten. So she juz drink coffee lo!! Then i went to S&K to buy the jacket and the racer back shirt!!! Heehee....Finally~ Hey C i finally got the jacket le!!! Its different for yea colour, green is cooler!! Hahahas....then after that go buy my perfume~ when i reached there i cant help but feel like buying both Lacoste, Touch Of Pink and Hugo Boss, Shimmer Edition lo!!! Cuz Lacoste that one always have de....but the Hugo Boss one is limited edition de lo!!! Goodness!!! Yeah...cant stop my temptation la....then my mom's turn to look for her perfume, the one and onli she like alot! Then after sometime we finally found that one...then the lady said got one special time onli comes with the gift box and the same fagrance body lotion one. Then i decided to buy for my mother~ Yeah....buying for myself heartache like hell la...but buy for my mother not lo. Well, the total price was $188 yeah...that price~ almost $200, alot $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ hor? Juz for 2 perfume?? Hahas...yeah lo...lydat lo. But i still got my hp bill not pay yet lo...another $88 lo....then also my concession...another $52...shit...everything is juz too costly le lo!!! BROKE!!! Really am broke....broke within a day! Argh.....but i already buy le...cannot return!! Haaahaas.....crap la! But luckily i dun do that every month lo! *pHeW* hahahas.....Sigh...dunno how i am gonna survive this month man...really dunno la!!! Eat less....HAHAHAHHA....best solution!!! Anyways, its late....signing off...byeZ!

I Screwed It Up

2005-03-17T18:02:00.000+08:00

Damn it man....i think i screwed up the audition!! Damn it!! I can actually do better than what i had done lo!! Damn.....sigh...i really juz screwed it up, why i cant react at that time?? Why??? Sigh...it seems like i will never have the chance to do things that i am interested in. Sigh...why?? Sigh....really sad lo...No more chance...no more... Argh!!! Sigh...watching the recorded Sixth Sense now...Haley Joel Osment in the movie very cute!!! Hahaha...my son...hehehe...anyways...gtg sleep la...see yea~